Hi all,
Not checked in for a few days as been away for the weekend with family. Had a strange experience... the day we left i was 7dpo and told myself,don't stress about ttc while away, at least as i am away until 11dpo i wont be able to do stupidly early tests etc.
Was enjoying a glass of wine in the bar in the evening not feeling guilty (trying not to anyway) thinking i am on hols and not gonna ruin it like i have previous wkends away just in case i am pg.
Went to the loo during the evening and bam!! A big blob (tmi) of pink/red cm! Followed an hour or two later by a trace of brown cm. I NEVER spot before AF, especially not at 7dpo.
I couldnt believe it as obviously thought - implantation bleed!!
Didnt sleep that night as my brain ran away from me and went in to overdrive.
Well last few days, had af cramping on and off
Got home in the last hour and took a test...in my eyes the slightest line but def not a bfp so to speak. I obviously want it and am hoping to see it, i dont trust my eyes anyway. Gonna test in morning.
So much for not thinkning about it all weekend...if this does not lead to a sticky bfp it is the cruelest thing that has happened to me in forever.
Not told OH anything, will wait and see. fxfxfxfxfxfxfxfxfxfx