Young PCOS'ers! ~ 35 BFPs down!! ~

[mumface26]

Oh ghinspire i am so sorry to read this. I am.sending you lots of love and hugs.

 

[Katerz]

A million hugs to you gh xxxx

 

[ghinspire22]

I called the obgyn office and got an appointment for tomorrow afternoon. It is just a follow up to get another blood test to make sure that the pregnancy hormone levels are in fact going down. I'm assuming after today that I will be back to normal. There is still moments of heavier bleeding but nothing like last night. The nausea has subsided and I'm not cramping anymore. It just feels like an ordinary period.

My emotions are a little bit of everywhere and I feel like I failed. The baby didn't want to stay with me and I can't help but feel like there is something wrong with me. Now I know that miscarriages happen and that they are a part of this journey too. I know that with PCOS they can happen within a blink of an eye.

I feel like I barely had any time to really be thankful and grateful or even excited for the baby. It was like I was being teased. It just hurts.

Thank you everyone for helping me get through this time in my life. I just hope that after all of this is done that the doctors and I can figure something else out. That we can get a grasp on what's going on in my body and get me a baby of my own.

 

[nexis]

Ghinspire, so sorry to hear about your mc.

 

[stevens2010]

Ghinspire I'm so sorry.

 

[StayHopeful]

So, so sorry, ghinspire. I went through the same thing myself in January. I know nothing any of us can say can possibly make you feel better right now, but we are all here for you.

 

[mumface26]

Just to say i think i might be in my two week wait. Yesterday i had cramps for around 1 hour, bad mood swings and a huge appetite for food, any food would have done! I had a little.ewcm in blobs.
I think or id like to think it was ovulation. we have bd'd every other night since sunday so heres hoping!

Hope all you ladies are good
X x x x x

 

[nlk]

really hoping this is the tww for you, mumface!

AFM, I am definitely in my tww! I am currently 9dpt, 8dpo. I'm extremely hopeful this cycle, because I really want to avoid going for all this testing if at all possible! I've been absolutely exhausted recently, and had cramping on and off for a few days now. I'm so so praying and hoping that it's not just the trigger messing me about still!

 

[nexis]

Hey ladies, just to let you know I've been to the doctors, nothing to worry about

Nothing else to report, still getting cramps but no more spotting and still no signs of af showing up.

 

[ghinspire22]

Good lucky ladies. I hope that this is your cycle.

I went to the obgyn today. She and I went over everything that I have gone through the last year up to now. My blood pressure is way too high so I am going to the regular doctor tomorrow to get that looked at and probably be put on meds that are safe for pregnancy.

I got blood work done to look at my thyroid level and my hcg levels. She also gave me a name of the fertility specialist in the office who I should go to when I am done with the bleeding.

She gave me strict directions to take a 2 cycle break and give my body time to regulate itself. *sighs* I know it's the best thing for me but I know that it's just going to take longer and I'll be left behind. I guess it will be my time eventually...at least I hope so...

 

[StayHopeful]

ghinspire, it WILL be your time. I hope that the bloodwork gives you a few answers and the general doctor can help with your blood pressure. Remember that the fertility specialist helps people get pregnant for a living, so he or she may be just what you need. You're in my prayers.

I had my HSG today and everything looked good. It wasn't the most pleasant experience...

 

[nlk]

ghinspire, you're time will come. I just know it. I think the waiting time is a guideline, because I've heard of women getting pregnant soon after a m/c because they're most fertile? But obviously a FS would know best, so I think it's great that you are able to see one of them.

Stayhopeful, how unpleasant is unpleasant? If this cycle is a dud then I'm off for that, and a laproscopy I believe? I'm absolutely petrified!

 

[nexis]

I don't think I'll be posting in this thread anymore. Most of the time when I post it's just ignored. Sorry, but that's just how it feels. Thanks though to cocomia and scerena x

 

[nlk]

Nexis, I'm sorry you feel like that. I think there are times when everyone posts where it feels like it just gets overlooked. This tread moves very fast, and I think the times yu post as well makes a difference because of everyone's different time zones.

 

[hopefulfor1st]

Nexis. I have felt the same and I'm
Sure everyone else does too!
Truth is, this is a place everyone comes to to vent their own problems / feelings / fears. I know in the past I've got on here and said things just cos I wanted to be able to say them to someone- not actually caring if anyone replies but just cos u need to get something off your chest you can't say to friends and family! It's just a good vent!
Sorry you feel that way though!

 

[scerena]

everyone

Nexis- sorry you feel that way hun if you ever want to talk pass through my journal I am on there most of the time

Nlk- I've had the lap, I understand you being petrified do you have a date? I hope all goes well

Ghinsphere- I am extremely sorry hun a loss is the hardest thing to go through I agree you are more fertile after a mc, will you try or wait like your doc said??

Stayhopeful- glad everything was okay my HSG I was in loads of pain but think that's cause one of my tubes were blocked (now its unblocked) you are more fertile now

 

[ghinspire22]

everyone

Nexis- sorry you feel that way hun if you ever want to talk pass through my journal I am on there most of the time

Nlk- I've had the lap, I understand you being petrified do you have a date? I hope all goes well

Ghinsphere- I am extremely sorry hun a loss is the hardest thing to go through I agree you are more fertile after a mc, will you try or wait like your doc said??

Stayhopeful- glad everything was okay my HSG I was in loads of pain but think that's cause one of my tubes were blocked (now its unblocked) you are more fertile now

I definitely feel like I am going to wait and give my body a hance to regroup. I really want to get my blood pressure under control.

 

[ghinspire22]

I don't think I'll be posting in this thread anymore. Most of the time when I post it's just ignored. Sorry, but that's just how it feels. Thanks though to cocomia and scerena x

I am sorry that you feel that way hun. I know that it is not being done intentionally. I think we all just like to vent and sometimes we don't always respond.

 

[katherinegrey]

I had a laparoscopy nlk, to check for endo, and although it wasn't pleasant, it was a lot less scary than I was expecting, luckily no endo was found, but I was in and out the same day, and taking paracetamol and ibuprofen together was enough pain relief, I was a little groggy for a couple of days so you'd probably need around a week off work, but it honestly wasn't as scary as I thought it would be

 

[nlk]

Ahh thanks guys...I'm feeling a lot better about it all now, hearing all your stories about it!

It's so nice to hear from you as well, katherinegrey! I can't believe you're already 26weeks, it's absolutely flown by! How are you feeling? Are you all ready for bubs' arrival? Have you got any names planned? 20 questions!