Young PCOS'ers! ~ 35 BFPs down!! ~

[mumface26]

Congratulations ghinspire! Major sticky vibes in your direction

Had one my moments last night and cried myself to sleep. Im on cd86 with no where to go!
I took an early night and left dp on his ps3 and as i lay there trying to drop off i had the thought of my fs totally fobbing me off or beem told due to not having af for so long ive damaged my womb or my tubes are blocked or im suffering from premature ovarian failure. Im so scared im never going to concieve its scary.
Does clomid help regulate periods? It helps you ovulate but if that egg isnt caught then do u have a period?
I have never gone 86 days ever, even as a teen i remember having af regular as i used it as an excuse to miss gym class lol!
Im on a downer today

 

[mumface26]

Congrats Ghinspire!!

AFM , Turns out I had another chemical.. I never actually saw a BFP so its easier to deal with.. on the bright side they see 2 nice follicles and say I should O on weds or Thursday

So sorry to hear that Hun
Don't know bout where u are but here 3 losses means they will investigate why. Are they doing anything different this round to prevent it again?

The first time was 6 months ago, but they haven't offered anything to prevent it happening again.. I'm happy to try this week anyway. I know I should be Oving very soon

Yay get bd'ng !
My sis went thru several mc and a still birth before they offered any testing. And even they prooved inconclusive.
its good how where hopeful lives they will help you. Hopeful got clomid before having af. My fs would prob make me wait or force one on.
Im emigrating.....

 

[mumface26]

Couldnt get any bd last week. Dp had norovirus. He looked rank on weds nigjt and started vomiting (both ends)early hours. I stalked him armed with antibac spray and he had strict instructions to spray and wipe each time he used the toilet. He made me laugh coz he called it bum sneezes.
It paid off coz i didnt catch it!

 

[nlk]

mumface, when you take clomid, if you develop an egg and dont get a bfp then you will bleed...so it regulates you in that sense

laurabe, sorry to hear you had a chemical glad to hear youve got some nice follies though

 

[hopefulfor1st]

Congratulations ghinspire! Major sticky vibes in your direction

Had one my moments last night and cried myself to sleep. Im on cd86 with no where to go!
I took an early night and left dp on his ps3 and as i lay there trying to drop off i had the thought of my fs totally fobbing me off or beem told due to not having af for so long ive damaged my womb or my tubes are blocked or im suffering from premature ovarian failure. Im so scared im never going to concieve its scary.
Does clomid help regulate periods? It helps you ovulate but if that egg isnt caught then do u have a period?
I have never gone 86 days ever, even as a teen i remember having af regular as i used it as an excuse to miss gym class lol!
Im on a downer today

Mum face, do remember I was on cd100+ when my first round of clomid gave me a bfp! My last af was the first week of 2012 so a year ago. And ghinspire just got a bfp on her first round! But yes if it doesn't catch, its still created an egg so u will bleed to shed it.

Your appointment is so close now!

 

[hopefulfor1st]

My fs gave me a script for provera and one for clomid, he said depending on what half my cycle was stuck in was which one I'd take, he took a blood test and rang the next day and said since my ovaries were "resting" I could go straight to clomid. I was happy to get the ball rolling bit also scared that my lining would be "stale" or something silly like that!

 

[Aein]

I am just waiting for 2 other hours to visit my Dr

yesterday i do Preggi test, and another light faint line came , but today morning light bleeding started,,, really dun know whats matter behind now, i hope my evening visit clears everything, need prayers friends

 

[ghinspire22]

Congratulations ghinspire! Major sticky vibes in your direction

Had one my moments last night and cried myself to sleep. Im on cd86 with no where to go!
I took an early night and left dp on his ps3 and as i lay there trying to drop off i had the thought of my fs totally fobbing me off or beem told due to not having af for so long ive damaged my womb or my tubes are blocked or im suffering from premature ovarian failure. Im so scared im never going to concieve its scary.
Does clomid help regulate periods? It helps you ovulate but if that egg isnt caught then do u have a period?
I have never gone 86 days ever, even as a teen i remember having af regular as i used it as an excuse to miss gym class lol!
Im on a downer today

It can be scary sometimes not knowing what is going on with your body or why it isn't getting pregnant. I remember getting pregnant the first time and feeling excited only to have it end in an early miscarriage. My body was so messed up after that and it took me months to want to try again. I went to therapy, I wrote in my journal, I talked to friends, I went to lots of doctor's appointments, and got put on a lot of medications. I even started taking small trips here and there to try and clear my mind. I can't tell you how many times I cried or felt frustrated with myself. Why wasn't my body working?!

Then when I went to the fertility specialist and talked with him, I realized that it wasn't the end of the world. Miscarriages happen. Infertility for a period of time happens. I went 65 days without a period. That's the thing with PCOS you never know what it's going to throw at you. The thing is we need to cry and feel pain but we also have to find a time to let it go.

One cycle with Clomid and I got pregnant. Now there is nothing that says something bad won't happen. I'm only a few weeks pregnant and anything is possible. I can't tell you that I don't feel paranoid and nervous sometimes because I do. Everyday I wonder if I'm going to start bleeding like I did the last time or if somehow my body is going to reject this baby like it did the lsat one. This whole journey isn't rainbows and sprinkles. They like to paint the picture that it isn't but it simply isn't. But I can tell you that once you know you're pregnant it lets you know that it's possible. It tells you that your body can do it but it might just take a little more time and effort.

 

[hopefulfor1st]

I am just waiting for 2 other hours to visit my Dr

yesterday i do Preggi test, and another light faint line came , but today morning light bleeding started,,, really dun know whats matter behind now, i hope my evening visit clears everything, need prayers friends

Good luck!
Have u showed your doctor the positive tests? I would! Hopefully he/she can explain why

 

[Aein]

Hopeful, i will take that with me now and yes she can explain me better and its not so ligt that i ignore that

i hope everything go normal

 

[hopefulfor1st]

Hopeful, i will take that with me now and yes she can explain me better and its not so ligt that i ignore that

i hope everything go normal

It's happened several months hasn't it?
You may be having very early losses. If so they can put you on progesterone to ensure the bean sticks and your period doesn't start each month!
It appears to me you are quite fertile but they're just not sticking!

Good luck

 

[Katerz]

Not a lot to report on but CONGRATS to you gh!

Mumface I found clomid regulated me. FS prescribed provera to kickstart af and after 1st round of clomid my cycle was reduced to around 28 days I think? Got bfp around 28 days ish on 2nd round I think? Can't remember exact dates!

I hope you get some answers aein!
X

 

[mumface26]

I guess im just nervous about my appointment.
We have had the high of xmas and new year and now its back to reality with a thud.
Ive made lots of notes during my months of ttc and they are ready to go through with my fs.
My doctor told me to tell fs we have been ttc since december 2011 so i had to male some af dates up.
Im just going to try and relax and hve fun until then........

 

[mumface26]

Radom.....had A text off my 12 yr old niece today saying she had her first period and was too.embarassed to tell her dad coz her mum was still at work. She said she found her mums pads amd managed to put one on and didnt know who to tell so she told me. I didnt text my sister i said i was leaving that to her to tell her. But awww too embarassed to tell her dad lol! Mind u i would have been too embarassed to tell my dad and prob wud have embarassed him too.
My 'baby' niece is growing up. One day its disney princess now its jls and wii.i.am lol!

 

[nlk]

awww mumface, that's cute! I remember being ridiculously excited when I got my first AF! Hope your appt goes well, too, and that they can give you the help you deserve!

Aein, hopefully the doctor can give you some answers...it can be so upsetting not knowing what's going on. Definitely keeping you in my thoughts

AFM, I finally got some provera from my gp!! I'm so happy...little things, eh! So going to start taking that tomorrow, and try one round of letrozole. I think we are both more relaxed now, and we are both taking supplements, so want to try it out. If it doesn't work, though, I am going to start with the AC, rather than soy. I'm also starting acupuncture, yoga, swimming....lots to keep me relaxed! Then I will go back and give letrozole another round in about 6 months time

Also, I bought a relaxation book I'm deffo getting well and truly into this! It was actually amazing...I read it in about a day! It had loads of little ideas to keep you relaxed, and stop getting stressed. One thing in it which stuck out to me, and I wanted to share with you...

Did you know that, in women, stress can actually cause excess testosterone to be made?! So although we have the pcos to contend with, stress is particularly harmful for us because it gives us a double hit of the hormone! So I'm definitely going to try my best and stay relaxed

Hope you're all having a beautiful day!

 

[Aein]

Hopeful, i will take that with me now and yes she can explain me better and its not so ligt that i ignore that

i hope everything go normal

It's happened several months hasn't it?
You may be having very early losses. If so they can put you on progesterone to ensure the bean sticks and your period doesn't start each month!
It appears to me you are quite fertile but they're just not sticking!

Good luck

May be you are right hopeful, last month we also noted light faint line, but next day when i visit Dr, my AF started and dr said its negative just looking at strip, she puts me on metformin as he diagnosed i have PCOS

today i visit hospital but my dr is on vaccation till 13th Jan, i just consult with another Dr on her place, my blood test came negative, and she advised me to retest DH analysis too... and its upto us if we want to start Clomid so do by this cycle or next

now guide me what shoukd i do, if i start clomid so will take from tomorrow CD2??

 

[nlk]

Aein, you can take clomid 2-6, or 3-7 I think? If you want to take an extra day to think about it. Don't rush into a decision...unless you are completely happy with it. I just wouldn't want you upset in a month's time that you didn't wait, and sort out other issues first. If there is an issue with your OH, then it would be better to hold off on the clomid. You only get so many cycles, and you don't want to waste them!

Also, if you think there might be an issue, maybe get your OH to start taking wellman supplements? They work wonders...and don't take any time to build up in his system! Can help with morphology and motility. Can't hurt?!

 

[Aein]

nIK, you are right dear

my DH is really much upset with his retest before Dr advice we were sitting outside and waiting i just asked him go to your dr also for further checkup and he said big NO....

now i think and told him, fine from tomorrow i am starting Clomid and you also start your medicines again, he was on Proveran, i guess... its my thinking also wait for a month is very tough

 

[StellaBella24]

Soooooooo happy for you ghinspire! Have thought of you often over the last few months...you got there in the end, thats all that matters. Stay in touch with us.xxx

So sorry to hear some of you guys have had a loss. Chemical pregnancies are hard to deal with as no one else really seems to think of it as a loss but i really felt it when i had mine and my af was so painful and heavy...my body was definitely getting rid of something which made it more real to me but of course not to anyone else.

Best to get answers if you can.
Good luck with your decision Aein.xx

Mumface...keep faith. I cried many a time over my 12mnths ttc'ing...felt it would never happen. I blamed myself and towards the end i know internally i was starting to blame my OH for not eating and drinking right.

Turns out all it took in the end was time (and some agnus castus!)

xxxxxx

 

[Aein]

DH advised to rest this full month, he will start his medicines
next month we will visit Dr and also start Clomid.... so i said OK