Hi, I would like to join this forum if that is alright with everyone? I don't usually join websites like these, I mostly just read them. However, after reading some of the posts on here, I relate so closely to the majority of you and it truly amazes how many others there are out there like myself.
So here is my story. My husband and I are ttc baby #2. I know for a lot of you, you are working on #1, so I would like to say that I am very blessed to have had the chance to experience prenancy/child birth once already. We weren't married, nor were we trying what so ever. We were actually young & I was on BC & Metformin, (I had already been diagnosed with PCOS at a very young age). We were aslo using condoms on and off. I got pregnant with my daughter, had a postivie pregnancy test as soon as I missed my period, and had zero complications throughout my entire pregnancy. Delivered a 7lb, 20inch baby girl at 37 weeks gestation, and she is now a perfectly happy & healthy 2 year old.
But, seems like this time around, we are having a difficult time concieving. (Of course now that we are actually married, live togeher, on our feet, & are trying....instead of being careless and not wanting a kid.) We have been trying for 7 months, and I realize that isn't a lot compared to years like some of you have been. I have started my period like clock work every month, but this month I truly believe I was pregnant, seeing as to how I was 9 days late, and you know your own body. But yesterday, I started some light spotting that started off brownish, and today has become a more pink-red color, and a little heavier, but still not enough to even fill a pad over the day. I don't know if maybe I'm having some issues with my menstrual cycle, or if there actually may be a chance for pregnancy??? I tested 4 days after my missed period & got a negative. I'm not sure if PCOS can affect a HPT or not? I've both that it can, and that it cannot. I feel absolutely insane. To some extent, I think my mind is playing tricks on my body, making myself think I am pregnant when I am indeed not. I feel little flutters/movements every now and again, my back absolutely kills me, I haven't had my same apetite lately, and now my menstrual cycle is off. But then I think at the same time I KNOW my own body and I AM pregnant.....but then I play it off because I don't want to get my hopes up.
What do you ladies think???? Am I playing too much into it and PCOS is just messing with my menstrual....or do you think there may be a chance of pregnancy??