Rachel - that is wonderful that collage!! I am sure she will be thrilled and I can imagine it took a lot of post jumping to find all the pics too! What a shame the Dr just couldn't have given you a bit of advice over the phone, its not as if you have cost here the earth to help you a out a little.
I can imagine how p***d off you must be about your SIL especially as she said she didn't want anymore (twice now) when that is all you want. I think that when (not if) you get your rainbow, it will be wanted so much and loved it will all the better for having you as its mum.
Lindsay - yay for no more blood in Oakley's nappy and him getting so much bigger!
Kels - I am the same. A few months or so back I had to google what babies wore as I had no idea!!
Really, I was so confused about vests, babygrows, sleepsuits etc and I am sure everyone was like that once but I felt so daft! I seem to be picking up bits and peices from what people say and write and am sure the book from Amazon I have ordered will help too!!
Jess - how is the studying coming on? Will you get out on the boat this weekend for a bit of r&r? What does your OH think about trying again? I think, as mel said, a medicated cycle might be a good idea before the leap into IVF.
afm - birth and labour class last night went ok. I thought it might be more detailed with videos or something but it was a doll and plastic hip bones. I learnt more watching One born every minute TV programme! Still I think it frightened OH a few times talking about all the different pain relief options. We are going to go out tonight to celebrate his birthday proper!