Cd1 for me. A lovely surprise when I got up this morning. Feeling upset. Don't know what that test was on Friday then? Must've been a dodgy one.
Also today it's 2 years today that I woke up to feeling weird, not being able to find Poppy's heartbeat with my Doppler and rushing down to the hospital to find out we'd lost her. I can vividly remember every minute of it and the next few days, they play out in my head like in slow motion. I honestly thought 2 years down the line id have another baby by now. It's like a bad dream sometimes that I can't wake up from. Sorry I shouldn't be putting this in here.
Well the ONLY 'slight' positive for af today, is that I'm going to London on Sunday to meet up with some old school friends, so at least I can have a glass of wine.
This cycle I am definitely going to try using opks. At least I might have a good idea when I o. It might make me feel a bit more in control. I hope I don't get too confused like I did last time I used them.