~ 3rd March, CD1, come and join me! ~

[Natnee]

Bleeding getting a bit heavier now. I just knew deep down something was up Monday when that test was a bit faint and the digi seemed off. I've just been clutching at straws. Why does have to keep happening to me?

 

[oneday123]

Make sure you push for tests when you go to the hospital next. When is your next appointment? Don't leave without an action plan of what's going to happen and what you can try.

I'm so sorry this has happened. Take a little time out to look after yourself xx

 

[Natnee]

I have no idea when my next appointment is!!

Right so I got a call back from the consultants secretary, she said I need to contact gp to get referral to epac, so I ring gp, they ring epac but epac won't see me as I'm less than 6 weeks, so have been to get a form from gp to get bloods to check levels, so I had to go to another drop in clinic to get this done. The gp receptionist said results in tomorrow, lady at blood clinic said a week!!!!! I said what it was for and they said they will probably be in tomorrow but they have to say a week to cover themselves!

Meanwhile oh has been on the phone to the bereavement midwife at the hospital, and she seemed surprised as to why I've been going to the INFERTILITY department. Well that's where they sent me!!!! Oh has also been on the phone and made us an appointment at a private hospital with a Dr who is pretty good and apparently specialises in losses like this. I've seen him before when I had an early scan when I was about 6 weeks with Belle. ( in fact was thinking of having this done again for this one but not now) Well that's £190 just for a consultation, but even if we just get some advice and guidelines about WHAT I should be having tested.

 

[glong88]

Glad you seem to be getting somewhere hopefully it will help and you will soon get your sticky baby xx

 

[oneday123]

I'm so pleased that things will be moving in the right direction for you now. When's your private appointment?

Bloods are usually back the next day.

I really hope you have your baby soon xxx

 

[Natnee]

Private appointment is 1st September I think. I'm 99% sure this ones gone now, a few clots now.

 

[glong88]

How are you today honey xx

 

[Natnee]

Hi, sorry didn't see your message from this morning glong, I'm not too bad. Bleeding has pretty much died down, like a normal af for me really, a day or 2 heavyish then it almost stops, just spotting for a few days.

I just spoke to receptionist ar drs and found out my hcg level was a grand total of, wait for it, drum roll please.............. 6!

So that's pretty conclusive then, it's probably 0 now!

A gp is going to be ringing me back in a bit, but I know what it means!

 

[Natnee]

It was just the receptionist who has rung me back, she'd spoken to a gp and shed said that figure would be 1 week pregnant, so didn't get any info I didn't already know!

 

[oneday123]

Fingers crossed you get some answers on the 1st September. I hope you're feeling ok in yourself xx

 

[glong88]

Sorry honey xxx you going to try again this month xxx

 

[oneday123]

Is it today you've got your private appointment Natnee?

How are you doing?xx

 

[glong88]

How are things xxx

 

[kaylab22]

impatiantly waiting to know.the gender

 

[glong88]

How's things Nat

 

[Natnee]

Hi, guys. Sorry I've not been on here. I've avoided it completely and just tried to take a step back from it all and tried not to think about everything, which is impossible but I've done my best!

Weeeeell, this morning I did a test and I've got the most blazing positive ever. The test line came up immediately as the pee went up the stick and it's ended up darker than the control line. Af isn't even due til Wednesday! I'll post some pics!

 

[Natnee]

Bear with me I've forgotten how to post pics!

 

[Natnee]

So this was less than a minute of doing the test

 

[Natnee]

This was after about 10 minutes

 

[Natnee]

And this is about an hour later. The test line is sooo dark! I've never had one this dark so early on!