well just got home from my hsg and not great news. my left side/tube is 100% blocked.
Nurse and dr before test told me test is painless and I would only feel slight pinching. UM! NO! Not sure if it's because of my blockade but MAN IT WAS PAINFUL! And I have a pretty high pain tolerance but yeah, this was very uncomfortable I had to stop for a min and restart. Dr wanted to just stop all together but I said no I just wanted to finish. I did not want to have to do again. Nurse was so nice and held my hand.
I'm not sure if it is the endo scaring again or possibly a complication/scaring from one of my three c-sections(if this was the case I would assume the last one)
With being 36 and dr saying my egg reserve is lowering(not horribly, but in tune with average 36year old) I am just not sure what the next step is. I know it just becomes quite a bit more hard to get pregnant with only one side 'working' and less egg reserve. Like I mentioned before, I would never be able to afford to do IVF again, so if that is what is recommended, my husband and I have decided to setting on three kids instead of four.
I have scheduled a follow up with OB to talk over this test result in the first week of january. My ultrasound is not scheduled for the end of January, but really after this news today, I'm OK to wait. I'm glad now dh and I decided to take a few months off.. def think that was the right decision to make at this time anyhow.
Its depressing but honestly I have three beautiful children and if it's not meant to be, we would be so happy to just have our three sons.
I'd like to talk over with dr in january and see where to go from there.