6 DPO...& ...POAS until positive!

[mommaplus05]

Ooooo I soooo will b waitin for ur early am post nat!! Ill say sweet baby prayers for ya!!

 

[natjenson]

Hi ladies
Well I'm sorry to dissapiont but it seems I had some super crappy ass nasty tests yesterday...
I am totally gutted
I am going to email the company with photos...and point out that I will no longer be a customer and I don't even want any freebies sent in there attempt to rectify there shite tests.
This is the LAST thing I needed what with everything going on lately ...
Ugh I'm sooo fed up with all the testing...
And I have no tests left now ....only x4 20 miu's ...

It's 12 dpo today- 3 days till af...I hope I can ride this one through...I feel like absolute CRAP!

Booooo.


xxx

 

[natjenson]

Well these are this mornings tests....the top one (purple handle) is the culprit Of yesterday's crappy results....I won't be using these again for sure!....
The bottom one I thought I saw something but I think I have line eye...and I am REALLY tired laying awake all night so my eyes are not in a good way today lol...

Hope you are all having a lovely long weekend lovelys...


xxx

 

[natjenson]

Ugh the bottom test (blue one) has dryed with a shadow line!....

 

[mommaplus05]

I see a line on the bottom test..r u gona do a frer this am?

 

[mommaplus05]

Hang in there nat..12dpo is still pretty early..u shld take a frer! Im still holdin hope for ya..I know wat its like I had lines just a wk ago on them tests and even a pink one on frer...im almost through my af now..cd 4 for me..im hoping that in not the case w u...u shld take a frer this eve...

 

[Nataliieexo]

Sorry nat did you do one with smu my fmu is pants i thought yours might be the same, that is really awful if those were bad tests xxx

 

[Nataliieexo]

I am confused im suppost to be 3dpo but my boobs just hurt now and not as bad as last cycle if i didnt ovulate on friday and i am going to in the next few days then i have completely missed it :/ i didnt bring any opks so i will never know x

 

[barbikins]

Oh Nat I'm.SO.sorry....that's just horrible. Did you use the FRER just to be sure?!
I had smth like this happen once to me....it was aweful... So cruel.
Sending you loads of hugs!!!!

My girlfriend I met up w last night is moving to London on the 18th I'm throwing her a surprise party this Thursday...how far from London do you live?!

 

[barbikins]

Nat maybe we can make a pact & not test until like the day before AF is due?! I need to not test like mad too ....so fed up

 

[mommaplus05]

Oh emmmm fucking gee.....I am shaking...do you see it???

It's a line!!, OMG OMG omg!

Ok it came up in 1 min? I just came back from my mums and tested straight away...I thought I had a shadow this morning....
This line is pink!....
Oh please lord don't let this be a cruel joke....
I weed straight onto the stick I have to wait till next time I wee till I can test again...
FRER lets get it on! Woop woop...
Omg I can't stop shaking I hope this is a true bfp and not some daft facking test.

Let me know if you can see it ladies....


xxx

Omg natb I hope this is it for u!! I did an edit and omg I see the kines! And pink!!

So I thought I wld share a cpl pics from me and my dh trip to bahamas.

 

[mommaplus05]

Thia is our room view..

 

[barbikins]

Momma you're gorgeous!!! Looks awesome. Where did u stay? I went once in 2007...loved the island

 

[barbikins]

Well these are this mornings tests....the top one (purple handle) is the culprit Of yesterday's crappy results....I won't be using these again for sure!....
The bottom one I thought I saw something but I think I have line eye...and I am REALLY tired laying awake all night so my eyes are not in a good way today lol...

Hope you are all having a lovely long weekend lovelys...


xxx

Nat I'm so sorry Hun. Did you try the FRER?!
I think I see some shadows or smth. These tests can be evil at times.

 

[mommaplus05]

Momma you're gorgeous!!! Looks awesome. Where did u stay? I went once in 2007...loved the island

Thank u...thats at the riu on paradise island..

 

[Petzy]

WOW momma. You are hot!!! Thanks for sharing! That looks like an amazing vacation.
How did you like the RIU??

Nat I am so sorry that is total shit and just unfair. I would definitely complain if I were you. I know you aren't due for a couple days so I still am hoping for you.

As for me, 1dpo today. Long wait ahead of me. Went to Niagara Falls last night and my hubby won $1500 on the slots at the casino! We also had a great dinner so overall an awesome night . We are at the cottage now and it's nice even though its rainy. We bd again today so loads of coverage.

Xx

 

[Petzy]

WOW momma. You are hot!!! Thanks for sharing! That looks like an amazing vacation.
How did you like the RIU??

Nat I am so sorry that is total shit and just unfair. I would definitely complain if I were you. I know you aren't due for a couple days so I still am hoping for you.

As for me, 1dpo today. Long wait ahead of me. Went to Niagara Falls last night and my hubby won $1500 on the slots at the casino! We also had a great dinner so overall an awesome night . We are at the cottage now and it's nice even though its rainy. We bd again today so loads of coverage.

Xx

 

[mommaplus05]

WOW momma. You are hot!!! Thanks for sharing! That looks like an amazing vacation.
How did you like the RIU??

Nat I am so sorry that is total shit and just unfair. I would definitely complain if I were you. I know you aren't due for a couple days so I still am hoping for you.

As for me, 1dpo today. Long wait ahead of me. Went to Niagara Falls last night and my hubby won $1500 on the slots at the casino! We also had a great dinner so overall an awesome night . We are at the cottage now and it's nice even though its rainy. We bd again today so loads of coverage.

Xx

Thank u!!!(blushing) yes I loved the resort. All inclusive and nught life was fantastic.. beach was beautiful, little crowded but nice.. and wow!!! 1500 at the casino?? Wish I had ur luck..lol u are 1dpo? I am cd 5.. long time to go yet. Lol I b happy wen I get bk to the tww...gooood luck. Hope we see some bfps!

 

[barbikins]

Meg congrats on the winnings!!!
I'm not much of a gambler but I usually win some or break even.
What do you guys like to play?!

It rained here in TO for about 20min...I'm now sitting in my back yard tanning.

Nat hun I hope you're OK.
Its the shit when tests lie to you.
And how! If I get a positive I always test w a FRER cuz I've not had false positives but w IC I have.

Ladies I do want to turn a corner and be further less invested and keep myself busy with life and enjoying things once again. I can't carry on like I did this month. I need to destress. I talked to that friend who's gone through infertility and in the end they got a surrogate.... And her advice was to be patient, if I've been pregnant I will once again & to keep busy and not to think too much. So I'll try that. Here goes nothing!

 

[barbikins]

Hi ladies...I'm sooo confused...
So I DID cave with the frer! Lol...
A line appeared (like never before) but disappeared again...there is the slightest of shadows on it....maybe it's was bc I didn't hold off long enough idk...
Kicking myself for taking it now.

Will have to wait till morning.....I also tested with different brand ic and nothing....
Maybe it's just to early to get a PROPPER line yet or maybe it's just evil tests that I used idk...

I have been feeling pretty poopy tonight- I just want to know- am I pregnant or not!.

I'm very nervous....I just hope this isn't naughty tests getting my hopes up...althoe 4 of them have given lines now...
Will have to go to pharmacy to get frers tmr now....ahhhhh I just want to know already ...

Hope all you gals are ok...thankyou for all your lovely mags of support....
Barbs...it's going to be soooo strange without you on here
I get that you need to do this but I am with meg...selfishly I want you to stay
It's just not going to be the same without you
But I get it.
Promise you will still let's us know how it goes at your RE on the 12 th?....
Art class...yep that sounds sooo cool....what sort of art are you into barbs...still life, landscapes,modern,deco?
I love art...I really aprieciate art too...last week we went to a gallery...some of it was quite crazy but really inspiring too...
Good luck with that I am glad you are starting to claw back your life again barb...and enjoying doing so too.

Well I will be back tmr ladies and I promise I will keep you all up to date...scouts honour

Night night lovelys


xxx

Well Hun, I am not sure I'll be able to stay away.
But if I do, I will email you so it's like I'm not even GONE! Or maybe I'll PM you just stay away from the boards.

The art class I'm signed up for is Illustration. So, Pen/Ink, pencil & I believe water colour? I forget the last one. I used to do ALL sorts of art classes in high school & loved to do arts on my own. I need to get back into it.
I DO need to get back to life & I'm excited to do so.
I also think I'll sign up for Yoga classes again. Not this week - it's too nuts but next week. YES!!!