Hi ladies...
so I'm really sorry but I have to be a drag...sorry to bring down the good vibe.
So my opk is still not positive...
I know there's still time bu I just feel so down in the dumps lately too...
I am actually quite down again about the whole ttc....iv been here before.in a place I do not desire to be.
I have spent the whole day just feeling so sad inside and I can't shake it...I have felt this creeping up one for a few weeks now and I have tryed MY ABSOLUTE HARDEST too beat it.
I really do not want to admit defeat and to have to go back on the anti depressants either...I am stuck...and at home (you gals are a wonderfully brilliant support)
I do not feel I am getting the support I need...in fact I feel sooo alone.
Nobody understands how I feel and how it's taking its toll on me in so many ways.i have sort of tried to talk to pete and my mom and they are no help at all...instead It feels like they are on my case ALL the time.
I swore I would never let this get me down ever again but it seems slowly creeped up on me...I have tried to fight it.
I'm the sort to walk around with a smile painted on but underneath I am just breaking down.
I really think this started when my gp told us that there's NO FURTHER HELP available...it was such a kick in the teeth...
I have decided that if I feel no better next week I am going to ask for the anti depressants again...WHICH I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO DO!!!
That should be enough to swiftly kick me up the behind and make me determined enough to beat this SOAB . Fx.
Ugh I am sooo sorry I am being such a downer girls.
I feel so crap!
Anyways......how are we all?....barbs to yaye...1dpo!..
...I hope the ttw is kind to you love.
Nat wow that is early for a opk to start to go positive love,...barbs is right your LH will fluctuate through out the whole cycle.but yeah keep an eye on it.
Meg...I'm sorry you only get $600 to cover everything....fx you won't need to spend it all love.
...maybe there's is something very simple going on (like your friend) and they know exactly how to correct this for you both...better still that nothing needs correcting at all even and it's just a case of cm and catching that eggy
good luck for Monday Hun and I am sooo eager to hear what the re has to say...
Talia-how are you feeling after your fall? Good I hope Hun.
Momma- wow- your in the pact with us...you CAN do it.
...I hope you get them double pinkys on Friday love.
Ashley- yeah where you at? Have you tested again yet love?
So I worry about chere? I hope she's ok.she was quite down it he dumps when she last posted...maybe I should go back ov the thread and find her blog link and email her and see if she's ok....
Well wish me luck ladies....I really want that positive opk tmr....I only have 4left so I need it to be lol...
xxx