That doesn't sound selfish at all regarding your health overshadowing, like you say it could've been a hell of a lot worse re you, it's an awful shame that all this has happened but you're right, don't get too down over it as you don't want to be depressed.
^^^ I've tried to re word that about 3-4 times and each way it sounds harsh but I don't mean it harsh Hun, I just can seem to word it any better
Ohhhh yes believe me, it's frustrating me. I'm so bloated but nothing else symptom wise so I know there's not a little one there it's literally waiting for af. As soon as af comes yes ill have blood tests as the doctor advised me, but had a smear last week or week before and had bad results so got to go for a coloscopy or whatever they're called, so many people I've mentioned it to have said they've had bad smears in the past but it's all been ok... Lets see, but at the smear the nurse had to change from the small speculum to long as my cervix wouldn't come into view so she told me that could slow things down re conceiving as the sperm have to go further.... My body is set up to hinder thing I think :-/
You're right, doctors don't rush to sort things I really think half the time they don't care, it's the money they care about, I'm not saying all of them but a fair few.
You'll have to think of all the questions u want answering and ask the doctor everything when you have your next appointment Hun, definitely best to keep on the safe side
Xxxxx