AF due between 3/28-3/31 Any buddies out there?

[Rubyx]

Good luck Ruby.

Not good news to report on my end. Took a test this morning using FMU and lines were way lighter. I'm thinking it's a chemical

oh I hope not. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

 

[chitown28]

Awww Ruby I am so sorry. Hugs.

 

[Rubyx]

Awww Ruby I am so sorry. Hugs.

It's my first mc, but it kind of makes me feel like I don't want to try again. I just don't know.

 

[chitown28]

It is devastating - going from thinking you are pregnant one day and all the excitement it brings - to just nothing. I've been through it and it took me a while to feel okay enough and ready to try again. Right now it sucks and will for a while, but it will slowly get better over time. Hang in there.

 

[Rubyx]

It is devastating - going from thinking you are pregnant one day and all the excitement it brings - to just nothing. I've been through it and it took me a while to feel okay enough and ready to try again. Right now it sucks and will for a while, but it will slowly get better over time. Hang in there.

Thank you, I appreciate it. It really makes it easier to have people to talk to about it.

 

[kaylab22]

12 dpo or as early as 7dpo. Not to sure. Thinking I have a shorter lutel.phase. but eather way I was on my way to my son's school. I had another vivid dream 3 nights in a row. And i was thinking to myself man why these vivid dreams then it clicked in my head that some.woman very early.on have vivid dreams...

 

[helensamantha]

Ruby, I'm so sorry.
Chitown - fx you'll be ok. my SMU was always stronger than my FMU when I was pg with my daughter, don't know why.
Pretty sure I am out. AF due anytime (anytime from mon-now) and I just peed on this to find nothing.

 

[helensamantha]

Duplicate post - sorry!! No idea how to delete.......

 

[NightFire598]

Awe I'm sorry ladies!! Hang in there and don't give up!!

 

[NightFire598]

12 dpo or as early as 7dpo. Not to sure. Thinking I have a shorter lutel.phase. but eather way I was on my way to my son's school. I had another vivid dream 3 nights in a row. And i was thinking to myself man why these vivid dreams then it clicked in my head that some.woman very early.on have vivid dreams...

Could be a good sign! Fingers crossed!!

 

[breakingdawn]

Ruby - I am sorry.

CD2 here and AF is kicking my booty! I think this is my first REAL AF, having been off the pill for 3 months now. It feels like a good *normal* flow. I feel like everything is getting cleansed and hopefully leading to a positive OPK for May!

I hope everyone else is okay and FX you catch the egg soon.

 

[Janisdkh]

So very sorry Ruby

 

[NightFire598]

Ruby - I am sorry.

CD2 here and AF is kicking my booty! I think this is my first REAL AF, having been off the pill for 3 months now. It feels like a good *normal* flow. I feel like everything is getting cleansed and hopefully leading to a positive OPK for May!

I hope everyone else is okay and FX you catch the egg soon.

Shes kicking mine too girl. Cd 2 and I'm tired of it already.

Trying not to get depressed this round. Keep thinking "hey I can have some wine tonight"

 

[breakingdawn]

Wine! :O That is not a bad idea though. Hey cycle buddy! How many days are your cycles? Mine was 28 spot on! So, there are worse things I could complain about!!

 

[Rubyx]

Thanks. It's been a lot harder than I expected, I can't even sleep right now. I think we've just decided to put off ttc for now. Best of luck to you all though!

 

[Janisdkh]

Thanks. It's been a lot harder than I expected, I can't even sleep right now. I think we've just decided to put off ttc for now. Best of luck to you all though!

Big hugs honey Maybe you can just have fun and not think about trying? you might be back stress free with a may bfp! xoxo

 

[Janisdkh]

Here is my test porn for this morning at 13dpo
I have a few picts, wet, 15mins dry and 3 hours dry
I hope this is a sticky bean.. I cant handle another loss..

Dry test about 15 or so mins in....(not fully dry but ya know what I mean) *Dances*

https://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o286/Janisdkh/BabyNumber5/Tests/Goodtest13dpodry_zpstreumv4z.jpg

Line up! 1st two dry test, last line wet new 13dpo test

https://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o286/Janisdkh/BabyNumber5/Tests/Googtest13dpoLineupWet_zpskthbh52j.jpg

and here are all three together and the 13dpo today's test 3 hours dried.

https://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o286/Janisdkh/BabyNumber5/Tests/13dpoallthreetestsdried_zpsqgjlbx3r.jpg

 

[helensamantha]

Looking good! Still no AF here, no BFP either but buckets of creamy CM so much so I keep thinking AF has started or I've peed my pants.

 

[chitown28]

Rubyx - I'm so sorry you're going through this. Just try to take it one day at a time. Allow yourself to feel the grief for as long as you need to. And treat yourself during this time - you deserve it! As the days go on, your grief will start to slowly fade. When the time is right you'll be ready to start TTC again. I promise you will start to feel better - just takes time. In the meantime we're here for you.

 

[chitown28]

Janis - looking good!

helensamantha - exciting, keep us updated!!

nightfire & breakingdawn - seriously wine cures everything. and chocolate too