EmmaRea
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...who is considering skipping town for the holidays? It's Christmas time, and all of these little stores have "Baby's First Christmas" things out. It makes me want to scream. Plus, my BIL and his 'microwave-dinner" new family make time spent with them impossible to tolerate. So I am considering just up and leaving to Disneyland over Christmas. Not tell our families and just let them have their little holiday to themselves without my bitterness towards my new SIL and her baby ruining the season for everyone.
I kind of want to stay, but I am having sooooo much trouble accepting that my (twat of a) BIL suddenly has a ready-made little family, but my hubby and I have had miscarriage after miscarriage. I know I sound horrid, mean, etc. etc., but I can't help it. So I think taking myself out of the equation is better than ruining Christmas, no?
I kind of want to stay, but I am having sooooo much trouble accepting that my (twat of a) BIL suddenly has a ready-made little family, but my hubby and I have had miscarriage after miscarriage. I know I sound horrid, mean, etc. etc., but I can't help it. So I think taking myself out of the equation is better than ruining Christmas, no?