I'm OK. I don't feel sad or like crying like I did after everyone guessed boy on my nub LOL I am now thankful that I had such an obvious boy nub even though I tried to deny it because it gave me time to prepare myself.
I guess I may have a few down moments over the coming days or weeks as it sinks in that we really may never have a girl. Its likely that this is the last one. But right at this moment I feel happy that his healthy, I had convinced myself I was going to get there and find he had no heart beat! And theres these really cute little suits I want to buy but because they are in the sale it wont let me order on line you can only get whats left in the shops, but they have tiny green dinos all over them, I have 2 dino mad boys and one whos favourite color is green so they would be perfect LOL
I'm really hoping DH agrees to Seth as a name, its been my favourite out of all the ones I like for the whole of this pregnancy and our girl name was Beth so its about as close as we are going to get to using it LOL