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[Pino6161]

Today has been a bit rough. I have officially been TTC for 3 years still cramping on and off.... waiting for AF

 

[treasured]

HUGS sent your way love. Wish AF would stay away and let your BFP come and put an end to this horrible wait xxxxxxxxx

 

[lxb]

Pino. May AF stay well and far far away from you ~

It has been a rough day for me as well. Today is our 'Chinese new year' and supposedly a happy day as it's the "new year". As my sis sent me one of the pictures we've taken during dinner last night. Couldn't help but to feel a little emotional. There I was with my two sisters and nieces/nephew. My sis's bump is starting to show at 14weeks. And my ~1 month old niece in the little car seat. Imagined another car seat right next to it with a little maybe just a few days old baby or even me having a huge bump that should go any minute. Even though I had a smile on my face...I feel like it's just for show. Not sure if anyone else noticed it or not though.

Therw myself a little pity party. Filling out new patient form for the fertility specialist office. Downing some junk food....ah...feeling sick

 

[Pino6161]

The new year is always a bit of a difficult time, especially with circumstances the way they are. One day I really have faith that we will get our sticky one.

So I am 13 DPO adn expect AF around tomorrow. I did take an HPT yesterday and BFN, so I am just waiting. Cramps for about 4 days now on and off are weird. They are not just twinges either, but minutes of actual cramping... It is so confusing

 

[lxb]

pino - sending positive dusts your way~ C'mon BFP... show yourself!




treasure - :wave: cycle buddy~~ let's go for a BFP this cycle, shall we?

 

[Pino6161]

Well ladies I am OUT the witch showed this morning I am ok with it just cause it came on time, I am on to next month

 

[treasured]

Lxb- your post made me cry. I cant imagine how difficult that would have been and you handled it in such grace. You are lovely to try to keep a smiling face but know that you have every right to be bummed and eat as much junk as you like. It's always a hard time around a new year when you know your no further forward. I just had my 22nd birthday and was thinking how funny it was that last year I was wondering how I would cover up my pregnancy at my 21st! Hah! Anyway my love is with you and your oh and please keep positive because you are mine and pinos life line for hope .

Pino- sorry again about AF you know how much I love you and I think we both just nees to concentrate on our moves and get our new start and then geting to the doctors. Im such a loser, today I sat infront of the mirror and spoke to my self as if I was speaking to the gp! Haha. Daunting but doable

As for me im half of AF down and just concentrating on my oh, he was away with friends and is going to London for an interview tomorrow which could result in him living down south for 3 months so w're loving each other more recently were also going away for the weekend next week so hopefully il O then! X

 

[lauren26]

treasured, lxb, pino Sounds like AF is ruining all the fun for all three of you at once You are ALL very gracious and brave but know that you don't have to put a happy face on here!! The crazy ladies are here for you, thick and thin. I wish I could give you all hugs IRL and punch your AFs in the face! pino, are you guys feeling ready for the move? treasured, are you moving for sure? I feel like you said but I can't seem to remember if it's a done deal! lxb, are you looking forward to your appointment this week?

 

[Pino6161]

I am def. ready for this move. It hit OH this morning that it's only 6 weeks away!! Saturday I was so emotional and fed up that I tried talking OH into moving next weekend It did not fly with him LOL. I actually bought some moving boxes so I can start packing up stiff we don't need. I am getting so excited! Cramps are killing me today, but I am trying to take it in stride. OH is getting a bit overwhelmed with everything so I am trying to stay positive for him.

Treasured Our cycles have been so close together the last couple of cycles LOL.
LXB you are now in sinc with us as well LOL we HAVE to have cycle BFP luck or something this cycle right

 

[lxb]

o yeah~ it has GOT to be lucky!! Triplets power.. ACTIVATED!





lauren - appt is on Thursday! Happy Valentine's day! soo looking forward to it..a bit nervous at the same time as I wasn't sure what to expect.

 

[haribo813]

Really sorry lxb, those big family occasions can be so hard. I had exactly the same thing on Christmas Day with my sis and it feels like a double blow feeling down when it's meant to be such a happy occasion. You poor thing. I really hope that this and your appointment on Thu (exciting!) will be a turning point and you're heading on up to a lovely little bean very soon.

Pino, must have been really hard hitting that milestone, you are so brave. I think all your new beginnings will herald exciting new things and hopefully the news you've wanted for so long is just round the corner. In the meantime tell the cramps and AF to scoot!

Treasured, am sorry you're having a tough time. It's horrid to look back at how we all had dates when we just assumed we'd have a baby in our arms...When will you find out if OH is moving? Hope the cold isn't getting you down! SO cold today and that's London!

I am crossing all my fingers for you three and really willing that next month will be your month. In the meantime please vent on here, it's what we're here for.

Hi to all the other crazy ladies and hope you're all well xx

 

[SashimiMimi]

Lxb I wrote on your journal but wanted to send you a virtual hug in here too.

Pino, those milestones are awful... I know what my 1 year was like, so I can't even imagine 3 years. You're so strong and I know, like Haribo said, that with all the changes and the big move it is going to create a positive shift in your life. And once you are settled you can finally see that doctor and I know it's going to help and make you feel a lot better to figure out what is going on.

Treasured what is going on with your move? If OH moves will you go with him? What is happening with your place!?

Haribo how are you doing? Will you start a journal that we can all stalk? Would love to hear how you have been feeling these days.

 

[Pino6161]

Thanks everyone for all of the support. It was a really rough day. Me and OH have been bickering a bit more lately. I think we are getting worried about all of the changes coming our way and falling on our face. We are always able to talk things through, but it's the little things that throw us off.

Haribo-- I think starting a journal is a good idea!! How are you feeling? Has it hit you that you actually got your BFP yet??

Treasured--- Thank you for everything!

Lxb--- our trio better cause BFP's for the lot of us LOL. Did you decide your not temping this cycle again?? I miss stalking your chart

All my crazy preggo ladies--- Where did you all go?? I hope everything is going well and healthy This thread is a little too quiet

 

[Pino6161]

EDIT: Sorry, I posted twice LOL

 

[lauren26]

Pino this is a very stressful time and it sounds like you and OH are doing your very best to stay communicative and supportive!! Don't be too hard on yourself You're doing great.

Haribo I second (third?) the journal suggestion!! How are you feeling?

 

[haribo813]

Don't worry Pino, all relationships go through tough bits and with so much going on with you guys-it's no wonder that you're finding it hard as there's so much change and so much to do and TTC is stressful (particularly at certain times of the month).

I'm fine thanks!! It hasn't really hit me yet to be honest. I'm quietly excited and obviously delighted to have got to this stage but am also a bit nervous about our scan which is 3 weeks today. I don't know, it's been such a long struggle and I suppose a bit of me is worried I'm not out of the woods yet. I have been feeling a lot better the last few weeks-I was really feeling sick morning and night in weeks 5-7 but maybe i'm managing it better with food and sleep! I went to first yoga class today before work since i found out and it felt great to be stretching. I don't think I'll do an online journal, sorry to disappoint lovely ladies! I have been writing in a pregnancy journal my ma bought me so think it could get a bit out of hand writing in two places!!

Lxb, am crossing my fingers you get a helpful doctor tomorrow and they're really proactive and helpful. Let us know how you go!

Valentine's tomorrow then. I'm not a huge fan but made a card and bought a couple of books for OH! I also still send cards to my mum and sister, bit of a saddo eh?! We won't be dining out tomorrow eve that's for sure. Any plans ladies? xxx

 

[Pino6161]

Bummer about the pregnancy journal, but it makes sense not to want to write it out so many times. Just promise not to go and forget about us

I am not a big fan of V-day either. OH wants to go out to dinner, but I am not sure, I have had a bit of a head cold, so we will see how I feel.

AF is coming to an end. The last couple cycles I am down to only 3 days of bleeding, I am not complaining though

How is everyone else??

 

[treasured]

Hey ladies.

So AF has cleared off and now on to the next! We are pretty set on the fact that the move will take place mid march, once we get confirmation from the solicitor. Just wish it was all signed and set in stone! OH said his interveiw went well but they dont hear back for another month. I am hoping that if he has to accept another place it will atleast be in scotland so he can probably just comute! There is no way that I could move down especially with having the new house! I am secretly hoping it doesnt come to this because thre are other management opportunities within the place he is already in.... But I know it would be a great experience for him! No idea where it would leave us in regards to TTC...

In other extremely annoying news I messed up with online banking and entered 1 digit wrong in a transfer and have managed to send a lot of money to the wrong person... And apparently theres not much the banks can do about it. So I might end up having to go to court. GREAT TIMING! I blame OH for reading the card number wrong hehe but there surely should be a way of getting it back! AHH.

Anyway, lxb how did your appointment go? FX they are going to get down to finding out whats up!

Sashimi I am so glad that scary blood didnt come to anything! That must have been terrifying You are brave!

Haribo- glad you are ploughing through your pregnancy I feel you with the whole blog thing, somtimes its just nice to get on with things without feeling the need to document it all!

Everyone else- HI!! Whats going on? Xxx

 

[Pino6161]

Treasured-- I love that you blame OH That always makes me feel better!! Hopefully you can get it all sorted out!! As for OH there is a catch both ways... What does he want??

 

[Pino6161]

So it has been a late night for me, as I can't sleep.... Anyways I was stalking a few threads and I came across a very interesting one about taking HPT's with blood... Many of the ladies tried it and it worked for them. BFN's and BFP's. On;y one was it not accurate for. The blood gave her BFN but regular pee was positive. Interesting read if you are bored LOL. I am debating trying it just for the hell of it

https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/pregnancy-tests/1648959-blood-hpt-positive-hmmm.html