Sleepy May 30 is so close. I'm really nervous this cycle, I feel like so much is riding on this.
Sorry I was so quiet over the weekend. We were busy planning and finalizing activities for our trip! I can't believe we are already going next week! We are spending 4 days on the West Coast visiting OH's family and then will venture on to Hawaii!!
In other news, I feel like a mega J-E-R-K! On Friday, my mood finally normalized and I decided that I would go to that dinner. We went on Saturday and it was fine. I made assumptions and over reacted and I couldnt have been more wrong. Our friends were so supportive and seeing the new baby didn't upset me at all. I even received a lovely follow up note from our friends rooting for us. I have been so emotional this TWW the smallest things have sent me spiraling into bouts of tears, I just don't know what's wrong with me!!! I've concluded that on average, I see 7-10 pregnant women on average per day. It's unreasonable! How can their be this many pregnant women roaming the streets??!!! I think this is the main thing that gets under my skin right now.
Lauren's Mexican hot dog sounds amazing. I need one of those right now!!!
This also reminded me of another story, well that and the farting OH's. I LOLed big time at Lxb and the spraying of the perfume!! For a while, I would noticed that OH's side of the bed started to smell really strange a few days after I washed the sheets. It almost smelled like nachos so I asked if he was eating Doritos or something in bed. He swore he wasn't and week after week this mysterious nacho smell would be on his half of the sheets only. It was rather gross!
I was convinced that whatever it was he was sweating out something he ate during the day. We did process or elimination and finally, when he stopped going to a take out place called Thai Island the sheets stopped smelling like nachos! Once in a blue moon, it will come back and I'll say did you eat Thai Isand today and OH is like how did you know!!!
Well I'm contemplating doing a POAS tomorrow. For the last few days I have been feeling really optimistic -- the sorest boobs I have ever felt in my life, stuffy nose for most of the week, sensitive to smell... But now as POAS day approaches, I just have that sinking feeling. I don't want to read too much into my symptoms because who knows what all those drugs and a 4 egg ovulation does to someone. But then I think if it doesn't work now, how will it ever!?! Our friends did tell us about their neighbors who had two failed IVFs and then suddenly conceived two kids naturally. So I guess there is hope if right now is not my time. It's so hard to picture those two lines showing up. I think that's why I avoid HPT. I have a glimmer of hope right now and I really don't want that dang stick to take it away!
Pino how is your knee????