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[1stbaby]

now i want to curl up in a ball and not come out for a long long time. the stupid f****** has arrived. well i am out, i knew it was too good to be true, here is to getting on new years! 2009 here i come.

 

[Elliebank]

Oh 1stBaby, I'm so sorry. She's being an f'ing bitch this Christmas. Here's to 2009, at least you can have a drunken Xmas & New Year ready for yr in January xxxx

 

[Gabrielle]

Aww ashley hunnie im so sorry! dont give up babe. You will get your 2009 lil bean!!!
HUGS!!! You better treat yourself to something nice!


I think witch is getting me too...i have a low back ache and some ewcm..i'm sure she'll be here in the am.

 

[1stbaby]

ok girls, so i have recovered and now just mad and ready to beat the stupid witch! i am putting the new plan in affect right now! Dh wants me to use preseed again since i miscalculated ov last time and we didnt get use of it. I told him preseed is not going to work for me unless we use opks so i can predict ov, so he agreed to doing it all again! i mean it this time. we will use preseed opks and temp this one last time. i am taking prenatals and thats that. no vitamins. i am going to start on cd 13 using opks and we will start bding every other day and only every other day! i told him we bd too much i think. so that is the plan for this month. then if all this fails i am using nothing. i hope this is a shorter cycle and now i know my lp is only 10 days. this is very upsetting. i am going to treat myself to dinner and a coffee desert tonight and then look forward to xmas eve and xmas this weekend and we have plans for the new year so now i can drink! time will fly and next thing i know it will be ov time.

 

[LadyBee]

Aww 1stbaby, I'm so sorry!!! It will be a wonderful 2009 though for us, won't it! No witch!!!
Gab-It went straight to full flow yesterday. Lately that's how my AF's have been, it's fine with me but I would have liked to have her stay away this time Either way, I am gearing up for next cycle, well I mean THIS cycle now. I feel ok. I'm on Pamprin

So I didn't mention this, but my very very good friend who lives in North Carolina had her 2nd baby girl yesterday morning, around the time I got my bfn actually. This baby is beautiful! I am so happy for her. So, I did have some good news yesterday...and it's a little bittersweet as you guys can probably relate. I just wish I could get ONE and she's been blessed with 2 gorgeous girls. Oh well...our time will come

 

[Gabrielle]

Hey girls....Just wanted to let you know i got my BFP this am!

Totally was soo nervous and didnt think it would have two lines! It was SUPER dark too!

Have been up all night with a puking/fever child.....what fun on xmas eve! poor lil man...

THANK you girls soo much! and I PRAY Mel tia, and Ashley your BFPS first thing in the new year!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

 

[Elliebank]

It's great news Gabby, what a brilliant Christmas present!!!

Hope yr little one feels better soon xxx

 

[1stbaby]

ok so i have to give the full details of yesterday and then today about me thinking af showed up! i thought she did, so first of all i was constipated yesterday so i went to the bathroom to try and do my business, well it was rough, then when i wiped i saw blood, so i was sad thinking ok i am out af is here. then i went to one job, didnt get to my other job till 8 hours later because of roads being bad and stuff, i went to change tampon, i know 8 hours pushing it for me, it should have been full on the first day, it always is! at this point i am like ok, where are the cramps, i am usually cramping, no cramps! i changed the tampon only to find not even 1/4 blood and some was brown and yellow...??? i put in a new tampon to find it completely dry today!!! then i am wearing a pad and nothing! ! no cramps no blood no yellow no brown nothing! what is going on, someone help me! i think my body hates me and i am all messed up this cycle i want to cry what is wrong!

 

[1stbaby]

AND MY TEMP WENT UP!!!!!!!!!!!! what is going on! I am so mad i spent almost 100 bucks on TTC stuff yesterday!!!!!!

 

[Elliebank]

I think you need to take a test 1stBaby!!! Maybe you're in for a good Christmas pressie too like Gab!!

 

[1stbaby]

I am too scared! what is if something is wrong with me! i dont feel pg at all! is it normal to have some blood and be pg! that cant be ok!!?? I cant test i am too scared!~

 

[1stbaby]

i have never spotted in my life though! af has never come and then gone like that! i still dont have any cramps or anything, but i dont feel pg either!

 

[Elliebank]

I have bright red blood when I wiped soon after I got BFP, my doc & midwife have said it was nothing to worry about. Also, are you sure the blood came from there? Could have been because you were constipated?

 

[Elliebank]

i have never spotted in my life though! af has never come and then gone like that! i still dont have any cramps or anything, but i dont feel pg either!

I still don't feel pregnant!

 

[1stbaby]

yes sure it came from there as tampon had it on it like 1/4th of the tampon was used. but it had yellow and brown on it too and that was it nothing ever since!

 

[1stbaby]

o my goodness, well i dont have to pee right now or i might consider it! if my temp stays up and no more blood i will test with fmu tomorrow!

 

[Elliebank]

If af doesn't show today then I think you should do a test, sounds like implantation bleeding to me!!!

 

[1stbaby]

but the dip in my temp was further ago, well it went down yesterday too but no cramps! ok hmmm we will see what happens.

 

[Elliebank]

I was thinking about this when I got my blood. I got my on 15th Nov & had the bleeding on 26th Nov when I was 5wks pg. My midwife said it was prob IB but I thought surely it's too late for that? But then I started thinking well it can take a few days for it to implant, & as it's only a bit of blood maybe it takes a few days for it to get outside, as it can't flow fast out cos there's not much. Does that make sense?

Also have you bd'd lately? Tiger lady kept spotting after sex & so has been told not to until she's 12wks.

 

[1stbaby]

no no bding around that time. that does make tons of since about the blood. i wonder why my temp kept goin down though. and i was due for af yesterday thats another reason i had no doubt it was af... i am confused.