**December SnowFlakes Testing Group**(praying for Christmas BFPs)

[littlewitch]

More views of today's tests. Top--FMU Bottom--SMU.
The FRER from my previous post was also FMU, which showed almost nothing on Easy@Home from the same sample.
I don't know what to think.

 

[markswife10]

I won't believe anything until AF is late and these tests darken a lot, but that's for all the encouragement. AF due the 19th. I think I am 11 dpo.
Tests are SMU. FMU test was more faint. :/View attachment 1113364

My FMU is horrible for testing! I always get darker lines with SMU or evening urine. Your tests are looking great!

 

[HopefulPony]

@littlewitch BFP!!! For some people SMU is better for testing, try not to worry

 

[littlewitch]

I will feel better if they darken up. My 2 chemicals this year have got me a bit skeptical. I am sorry to clog the thread with tests...but I am going to keep testing until either AF shows or it is an indisputable BFP.
Thanks again for all the encouragement.

 

[sallyhansen76]

@NDH so sorry hun. -xxx-

@littlewitch they look like they are progressing already!!!

 

[jellybeanxx]

@littlewitch those are such clear lines! Congratulations!!

 

[tdog]

@NDH so so sorry love xx

@littlewitch that is so so clear even on the frer fingers crossed they get darker xx

 

[littlewitch]

Thanks everyone! I am still so cautious; afraid the lines will fade and AF will arrive. I plan to test tonight after work.
I took a mid day test on a 2 hour hold and the line on a cassette test was vv faint.
I probably shouldn't test multiple times a day....
Hoping for the best, trying to brace for a chemical.

 

[NDH]

Well I've not yet had any actual bleeding just spotting this morning . This morning's temp was one of my lowest though so I'm definitely out I just don't know where AF is

 

[littlewitch]

Tonight's tests--evening 5 hour hold
The cassette test line didn't show until it began to dry...at about the 10 minute mark.
The FRER has a v faint line in person, which concerns me. Seems like it should be more obvious.
Wondfo has a very faint line
Easy@home is pinkish in person. It is the only thing giving me hope.
I am beginning to worry that all these lines might just be evaps? ( Although that has not happened to me in previous cycles)

 

[littlewitch]

Tonight's tests continued

 

[littlewitch]

Tonight's tests continued --nearly blank or vv faint FRER.

 

[thencomesbebe]

@littlewitch my gut is still saying bfp!! Even if frer isn't showing. All your other tests look stronger and like they have color to me! I'm praying for you so hard that this is the beginning of a healthy and sticky take home baby!!

 

[1234boymum]

Tonight's tests--evening 5 hour hold
The cassette test line didn't show until it began to dry...at about the 10 minute mark.
The FRER has a v faint line in person, which concerns me. Seems like it should be more obvious.
Wondfo has a very faint line
Easy@home is pinkish in person. It is the only thing giving me hope.
I am beginning to worry that all these lines might just be evaps? ( Although that has not happened to me in previous cycles)View attachment 1113367

Tonight's tests continuedView attachment 1113368

Look pregnant to me

 

[cazza22]

@littlewitch they look like they have colour I defo don't think Evaps huny x hcg doubles every 2 days maybe tomorrow the tests will be darker x

 

[Bevziibubble]

@littlewitch looks like the start of a BFP!

@NDH I'm sorry AF arrived

 

[Suggerhoney]

@littlewitch
That’s BFP for sure and not a evap. With my son and my miscarriage I had lines at 10dpo on ICs and Frer barely showed a line. I didn’t get a decent line on Frer until 11dpo. The ICs with both are what told me I was pregnant.
I really really hope these darken up and this is it for you. I get being nervous that’s only natural after recurring pregnancy loss. I’ve got everything crossed that I’ll be putting BFP next to your name soon love.

@NDH
Oh no I’m so sorry af is messing with you. Could the temp drop be implantation? I know clutching at straws but I do a lot of that. I really hope she don’t show and your temp goes up again tomorrow. But if you are out I hope she hurries her arse up so then you can be on a fresh new cycle. sounds lovely where you live, I bet it’s beautiful.
Does it get very hot there in the summer?


Well ladies im now officially 43 years old as it’s my birthday today. Tbh I don’t even want to celebrate it. I feel down and just sad about it, if I wasn’t ttc I don’t think I would care. But now im actually 43 all I can think about is my fertility plummeting and impending menapause.
Ttc has been so so difficult all through being 42. So I can’t see it being any easier now I’m 43. Can see it only being worse.
Sorry to be such a party pooper. Just feel old with my old crappy eggs and sad

 

[Lightning7]

@littlewitch
That’s BFP for sure and not a evap. With my son and my miscarriage I had lines at 10dpo on ICs and Frer barely showed a line. I didn’t get a decent line on Frer until 11dpo. The ICs with both are what told me I was pregnant.
I really really hope these darken up and this is it for you. I get being nervous that’s only natural after recurring pregnancy loss. I’ve got everything crossed that I’ll be putting BFP next to your name soon love.

@NDH
Oh no I’m so sorry af is messing with you. Could the temp drop be implantation? I know clutching at straws but I do a lot of that. I really hope she don’t show and your temp goes up again tomorrow. But if you are out I hope she hurries her arse up so then you can be on a fresh new cycle. sounds lovely where you live, I bet it’s beautiful.
Does it get very hot there in the summer?


Well ladies im now officially 43 years old as it’s my birthday today. Tbh I don’t even want to celebrate it. I feel down and just sad about it, if I wasn’t ttc I don’t think I would care. But now im actually 43 all I can think about is my fertility plummeting and impending menapause.
Ttc has been so so difficult all through being 42. So I can’t see it being any easier now I’m 43. Can see it only being worse.
Sorry to be such a party pooper. Just feel old with my old crappy eggs and sad

Sending you big hugs and birthday wishes for a lovely final baby to complete your family @Suggerhoney you are always so kind and encouraging to us all and I have a feeling you will get that last baby to enjoy
Some of us just have to wait a little longer!

 

[Suggerhoney]

Sending you big hugs and birthday wishes for a lovely final baby to complete your family @Suggerhoney you are always so kind and encouraging to us all and I have a feeling you will get that last baby to enjoy
Some of us just have to wait a little longer!

Awww sweat heart thank you. Your such a lovely kind lady too. Thank you for giving me a glimmer of hope.
I pray we all get our take home BFPs very very soon. Hopefully early 2023 sees us all get our happily ever after much wanted wee rainbows. Would be so awesome being in the same due date group as you too love. I would love us all to be all together in the same due date group. That would be truly awesome.

 

[littlewitch]

Top--last night test 5 hour hold
Bottom ---this morning FMU
Lines are more faint.
I am bracing for a loss.
My husband said that I should not test until Monday, the day AF is due.
I kind of wish I had not tested early at all.