Ok, here we go. I'm still shaking.
Firstly can I apologise for my outburst when sensitive topics were being discussed? I didn't read backwards at all I just posted.
Sorry.
Ok 29 day cycles. Cycle 3.
cycle day 1-6 af.
DTD cycle day 7
random spotting cycle day 8&9 DTD cd9pm.
cycle day 11 13 14 and 15 dtd. Pos OPK CD 14&15.
That was it much much less than last month -go figures.
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1DPO tired, backache, dizzy, tender boobs already.
2DPO feel like I'm getting ill, runny nose, thirsty, tired, watery eyes.
3DPO nothing vivid dreams at night.
4DPO creamy cm aching along c-section scar vivid dreams again. quite noticeable backache
5DPO hot flushes, crampy legs (random?) scar pain again and intense backache. Thirsty, sexual. (how with all that going on I don't know lol)
6DPO temp dip below coverline. Ben awake half hour and was nodding off at the laptop. lethargic spacey and dizzy.
7DPO tender boobs, exhausted, achy legs no energy. Took kids to beach and fell asleep for ten minutes on the sand. Dizzy again today. Starting to wonder, shadows on IC'S.
8DPO vivid dream of me and hubby in bathroom watching a BFP pop up on frer. Full pressure feeling in my hips and pelvis very achy down there having odd cramps. starting to think it's all in my head. No energy very thirsty dizzy again. told DH that I was going to the docs to get iron checked. Fell asleep 4pm-7pm.
9DPO dtd. Cold sore appeared. fell asleep at 4 again woke up 7.30 back to bed at 12 and slept 8 hours. lots of pulling and poking pains at my pubic line and to the right side I could pin point the pain. Aching back dizzy and hot so hot. Three intense AF cramps. Boobs normal amount of sore but hubby commented that he could see my areola through vest top. Maybe they are darker? NEG FRER gutted. weirdly don't feel out.
10DPO today. FMU neg frer but is there something? let the test dry took it apart and still can't decide if it's just the indent, IC'S neg just those silly grey evaps I've had every cycle. Calling this one neg.
10DPO after fighting falling asleep for an hour again at 4pm as I convinced myself I was just getting into a bad habit, I was browsing on here and just got an overwhelming urge to POAS. My hubby had them in his bag from the shop yesterday so I snuck one upstairs and peed on it.
I watched the wave of pink wash over the white line like it has done so many times before and within 30 seconds dismissed the test. I grabbed a IC and dipped it. I felt very foolish very quickly for wasting a frer
The I picked up the test not a minute later and saw a line forming.... no?! Then I watched it for a further minute and started to flap around. Then I said.... no.... surely not then I thought I need a non crazy set of eyes I stepped out of the bathroom into the hall and a new light and the pink shone on that line. Oh it shone!
So I called him in my best calm voice I could muster and said *look at that* and thrust the test at him -trousers and knickers around my ankles....
he said holy !!!!! There's a pink line and then the rest is a blur of dancing kisses and hugs.
A lot of my symptoms I've had in the past I've had this time but the new ones are, that level of tiredness, I NEVER sleep in the day, I was about to get my iron checked. The cold sore. Those 9dpo stabbing pains. Lastly the shocking lack of pms...... I'm so calm and quiet. PMS is usually an issue for me.
That's it!
I've learned an evap is easier to get a pic of than a pink line today too. Hope it shows for you ladies! Now please stick little bean.
Can't wait for pix!
. Congrats again, and sticky dust! 
got me girls 
