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Desperado167
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truely cracking up now despie!
(hope you dont mind me calling you that-i see you a lot on LL's threads!)
so right now!
U have give me a lift today too so thanks babe and call me wot ever u want ,
truely cracking up now despie!
(hope you dont mind me calling you that-i see you a lot on LL's threads!)
so right now!
Yea I also use softcups and the clear blue fertility monitor and pre seed and guiffasen and give oh horny goats weed wen he can't manage it
Desperado - WELCOME! You crack me up!! You've got quite the arsenal of baby making materials don't ya girl. Sounds like you've been through a lot with the losses and I'm sorry for that. You will find so many wonderful like-minded women on these boards - I'm so glad you are here.
Skweek - I know the feeling about friends around you getting BFPs. No doubt you are truly happy for them but then you have this nagging feeling of "what is wrong with ME?" I remember trying for 2.5 years with DS and we were in our late twenties so friends and family were producing offspring like dang fruit flies!! Alas my BFP came and then 10 months later another came and that was twins so I swear it's either feast or famine sometimes! I'm rooting for ya and hope those new tests will bring BFPs!
Marathon Girl - I keep meaning to ask if you are a marathon runner. How are you doing? When are you testing? I tested again this morning and got a BFN! My guy is kind of funny in that he's got a science type brain and just does't understand why, if we do everything at the right time, I'm not pregnant. Even this morning with the BFN he kept staring at this stark white stick saying "I see a line - I swear I do - don't YOU see it?" It was so sad - to see him want something so badly. He's 49 and has never had kids and he swears he KNOWS we are going to have twins. I hope he's right but....
Bonnie - what's up girl? Are you in school? You mentioned something about homework. Don't worry much about not getting the bd in at the "right" spot. I swear I was taking a break and trying NOT to get preggers last January and avoided sex many days before the O time. AND that was the month I has a BFP. Honestly sometimes I think if I could only slip back into that mentality and NOT try so friggin hard that maybe.....
Fx'd for us all!
Argh!!!! Can I VENT??? I swear if I were an obgyn I'd be so much MORE empathetic than mine!!! She made me feel so stupid today for asking for a preg test. I was THERE for another matter but hello??? She is my doc! She also made me feel stupid for using opks and bbt and told me things I ALREADY knew like bbt gives you information about O after the fact. Meanwhile she peaks at my chart and says at my chart and tells me it looks great. She looked ate crossways and responded to my request for a preg test 12dpo with "But you're not even late yet! We can't test - it's too early". I get it but I'm also 45 with a very finite number of chances here and could use some undestanding!
Thanks for listening/reading. I really needed to vent. Took test with fmu and neg - not looking good for me
I really felt insecure with myself when I started all of this. I thought I was going overboard. Researching and temping and OPK'ing. But it had been an amazing learning experience and if god forbid we need to take further action I feel I steps ahead in the game. So what if DB thinks I'm a little nuts. God if he knew half of what I did or spent! Hahahah
So bfn on dpo 10. Someone please tell me why I bother???!!!
(grandma too although you look WAY too young for that)