So ladies I rang my doctors surgery and the doctor rang me back strait away.
Sadly she only made me feel more worried and not reausred. She kept saying over and over about me being 39 and that I'm at extremely high risk of a MC.
My symptoms the last 2 days have been pretty non existent.
Woke up yesterday breast tenderness gone again and no queezyness. Thought oh it's ok everything will come back tommorow (today) but it hasnt. Only thing I been getting today is very very very slight queezyness hardly anything and boobs still not as tender as 2 days ago. Dr didn't really reasure me about this and just said if you get any cramping or any blood to call back.
I asked her about the tests and told her how dark They are and I asked if it's a good sign and she said it can be.
She is going to write to the high risk preganacy consultant but told me not to get my hopes up for an early scan and that I will probably have to wait till 12 weeks which is still 7 weeks away.
I feel so upsett I've been crying all day. They don't even want to see me at the doctors because I'm to early.
I have to ring them back when I'm 7 weeks to book in with the midwife at 8 weeks.
This wait is gonna be hurendous.
I can't afford a privet scan and they won't so bloods.
Thought the 2ww was stressful well this is worse.
The tanned mukas has completly stopped and is now back to clear. I have lower dull back ache.
All I want is for everything to be ok and this is just so scary.


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