"Hedgewitch Fertility Spell Support Thread"

[frogger3240]

thats great new doodar hun

well ladies i know im just guessing but i THINK i am around 2- 3 dpo today as when was in london had major bad stabbing /sharp/ cramping feeling and drenched in so much ewcm. and now i have achey usual af type pains

Lindsey I was just thinking now this long cycle that your still on if you got your BFP soon from this cycle then that means that Gail was correct for you because your still on that same cycle that she perdicted for you hun...am I thinking correctly or notjust been thinking about it alot

 

[frogger3240]

morning all, hope we are all well,
Vicky good luck today, i am sure all will be fine,xx
Jo glad you are home now, take it easy,xx
Patty not had any mesg's from you, hope you and the amily are well, send me a msg via blackberry,xx
Megg, don't give up yet sweetie, keep those spirits high, it WILL happen!!,xx
Linds, any idea whats going on with cycle yet?xx
to everyone else howdy, hope ypu are all keeping well,xx

so i am 33 weeks today and in a dilemma
i am full of the flu at the min so feeling rather lousy to e honest, just want to crawl in bed and stay there lol. had a big scan yesterday and Lil Miss is weighing in at 5lb 3oz and measuring 34 weeks 3 days which is freaky as they are the exact measurements and gestation that LM was when she died. i am sure she will weigh less than that though as the morning LM died her scan said she was 6lb 7oz and she was only 5lb 3oz so there was a big difference but i am thinking she is over 4lb at least. blood flow looking good and no cord around neck or face.
so got 3 major scans this week aswell as my cyg monitoring then next week again big scan mon and wed then have to decide if we are pulling her out on the thursday (7th) or going to chance leaving her in for a little longer which to be honest is a very difficult decision to make, as we have been given the choice to have her when we want anytime between 7th and the 21st, we have been trying to make it now for 3 weeks and my consultant is looking for our answer next week and i don't know what to do for the best, see i think 34 weeks is too early and she would be better off in there for a little longer as she won't need SCBU for as long but then if i say yes leave her in and something goes wrong i would never forgive myself so i just really am stuck so opinions gratefully received.
i can't believe i may have my daughter in a week and 2 days....thats some crazy sh*t!!!xxx

hey Sam hun I bet I have sent it to wrong person through my phone I had to get a new cell phone my other one went down its not working at all and I can't even get my pictures off of it...so if you would send me a message and see if I get if from you that way I will have your contact information on my new phone please...thanks hun and I hope you get to feeling better I'm sorry that your feeling so ill...praying it goes away fast for you hun...love ya.

 

[frogger3240]

hehehe check out the ticker ladies

did you start your cycle Lindsey????? woohoo!!! if you did hun now you can move forward....

 

[frogger3240]

hey ladies I'm posting about my neck & spine problems....so here is what has happened so far ladies...please keep me in your thoughts and prayers...

well I wanted to post an update about my doctors appointment for my neck...instead of doing surgery right now they are going to be doing 2 steriod shots into my spine and neck I go for the first one tomorrow...please keep me in your thoughts and prayers....I'm just happy that I don't have to have surgery but the doctor did say that if after the 2 shots if I'm not 85% better then they would have to do the surgery...so if Morag if your reading this I will be buying some reiki healings from you hun to help with my healing if your able hun...thanks everyone talk to you all soon

Hey Ladies, well I just woke up from my long nap after going and having the injection done and let me say OH MY GOSH!!!! it hurt soooo bad... but I laid still while they done it and thank goodness its all over with ....my left arm and left side is kinda numb from the meds that were injected also to numb it but I'm still kinda droggy.. but anyways its over and I have to have another one in 2 weeks and I'm not looking forward to it...but time will tell how its working but I wanted to say THANK YOU all for your well wishes they mean alot to me....

 

[Megg33k]

Oh, Patty! I can't even imagine what you must be feeling, honey! I wish I could take the pain away for you!

 

[Megg33k]

AFM... We all know my betas were negative 2 days ago. I have (at best) a 12 day LP... I checked all of my charts and I've never gotten past 13dpo without bleeding... usually spotting earlier. Today is 16dpo and the only spotting I had was at 5am this morning... nothing since. I don't even feel like she's coming. I DO bleed after I ovulate... So, this makes no sense. He's assured me that I had to have ovulated. My boobs are still ridiculously sore sometimes, dreams are still crazy and vivid, I'm still getting stray cramps that don't feel like AF, and I just woke up from a nap that makes my grand sleeping total for today about 14.5 hours ... I'm losing my freakin' mind!

 

[frogger3240]

Oh, Patty! I can't even imagine what you must be feeling, honey! I wish I could take the pain away for you!

thanks so much Megg...yep its bad the pain is just crazy hun....and the meds make me damn crazy thats forsure...lol....but I'm hoping that these 2 injections will help me....

 

[Megg33k]

Oh, Patty! I can't even imagine what you must be feeling, honey! I wish I could take the pain away for you!

thanks so much Megg...yep its bad the pain is just crazy hun....and the meds make me damn crazy thats forsure...lol....but I'm hoping that these 2 injections will help me....

I hope so too! You definitely deserve some peace!

 

[WhisperOfHope]

hehehe check out the ticker ladies

did you start your cycle Lindsey????? woohoo!!! if you did hun now you can move forward....

yep hun but begining to think that maybe its an annovulatry bleed as not heavy but so painfull

 

[Doodar]

Patty hun it sounds awful. So sorry your suffering. I know the injections hurt but I really hope they work for you so you don't have to go through surgery. Thinking of you hun . Sending lots of healing thoughts x

Linz for day 1, you've waited long enough.

Megg how frustrating is that. Have you spoken to the doctor about it? can you have betas done again and then maybe start on the provera? limbo is such a horrible place to be left in. Love to you hun .

Love and to everyone else. x

 

[LittleAurora]

Amelia was born at 34 weeks. no scbu needed!! so hopfully you are the same

 

[Megg33k]

Patty hun it sounds awful. So sorry your suffering. I know the injections hurt but I really hope they work for you so you don't have to go through surgery. Thinking of you hun . Sending lots of healing thoughts x

Linz for day 1, you've waited long enough.

Megg how frustrating is that. Have you spoken to the doctor about it? can you have betas done again and then maybe start on the provera? limbo is such a horrible place to be left in. Love to you hun .

Love and to everyone else. x

So frustrating! I spoke to them yesterday. She said to wait until Monday, and (if no AF) test again... Then, I suppose I'll start Provera if she still hasn't shown. But, I have all the symptoms of still high progesterone! They're usually LONG gone by now. Going into 17dpo... and all I've had that was promising was a teeny bit of pinkish tinted CM about 24 hours ago... not a single thing since!

 

[caz & bob]

ladies xxxxx

 

[WhisperOfHope]

why oh why did i ask for this sooooooooooo painfull now have taken to my bed with a heat pack im not heavy but the pain is so bad

 

[MissyMojo]

babe xxxx its bound to b painful, avin that long to store up plus musces not used for a while gting a wake up call xxx

 

[Doodar]

Linz sorry your suffering hun maybe a nice warm bath would help.

Megg were you taking any progesterone suppliments after the iui? or do you think maybe its the hcg shot playing havoc with you. I hope she shows soon hun .

AFM I'm in a rush but just wanted to share this with you quickly. The clinic have just phoned and of the 9 embies 2 are grade 2-3 but 7 are grade 1-2 and looking perfect with the potential to make it to blastocyst stage. I have until tomorrow morning to make that decision. Do I risk taking them to blast and having none to transfer or freeze or do I just go with it. Also she said blast transfer would take place on day 6 (Mon) instead of day 5, now whether this is because they don't open on a Sunday I don't know, but if it is would that extra day be detrimental to it. Or do I just go with the day 3 (tomorrow) transfer and know that I have at least got to transfer. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I can't even believe we are having to make this decision. I am just amazed.

 

[moggymay]

Sorry to sound thick on the issue but is grade 1-2 better than 2-3 or the other way around? Do you have to do the same with all of them?

 

[Megg33k]

Linz sorry your suffering hun maybe a nice warm bath would help.

Megg were you taking any progesterone suppliments after the iui? or do you think maybe its the hcg shot playing havoc with you. I hope she shows soon hun .

AFM I'm in a rush but just wanted to share this with you quickly. The clinic have just phoned and of the 9 embies 2 are grade 2-3 but 7 are grade 1-2 and looking perfect with the potential to make it to blastocyst stage. I have until tomorrow morning to make that decision. Do I risk taking them to blast and having none to transfer or freeze or do I just go with it. Also she said blast transfer would take place on day 6 (Mon) instead of day 5, now whether this is because they don't open on a Sunday I don't know, but if it is would that extra day be detrimental to it. Or do I just go with the day 3 (tomorrow) transfer and know that I have at least got to transfer. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I can't even believe we are having to make this decision. I am just amazed.

No progesterone supplements. That blasted HCG shot has been out of my system for 11 days now... We really can't consider it a factor. It would have dropped to ~3mIU 11 days ago, then would have been in the 0.7-something range 2 days later. So, OVER a week! Plus, my blood test was <1. So, its 100% gone and has nothing to do with this. The trigger was the last substance put into my body... Nothing else taken, injected, etc since then!

I'd probably try to hold out for blasties... They're more likely to take. The 7 grade 1-2's should make it I'd think. The 2-3's might even make it! But, its totally up to you!

Sorry to sound thick on the issue but is grade 1-2 better than 2-3 or the other way around? Do you have to do the same with all of them?

Grade 1 is best... Like Grade A in meat and dairy!

 

[moggymay]

thanks Meg - I did the dreaded google and it said it depended on the clinic

Vicks only you can decide - what does OH think?

 

[Doodar]

Think I'm gonna see what tomorrow brings. The embryologist is phoning us first thing in the morning to let us know how the embryos are doing and to tell us what she thinks we sould do. I do trust them, afterall they have got us this far and I am willing to go with whatever they suggest. I will question the day 6 transfer though because thats the only thing I am not happy about. So we will see what tomorrow holds for us. The next decision if we get to blast is do we transer one or two hmmmmm!! all these decisions.