i officially hate af :)

[NiccoleTTC]

What's FS? And I think men just think it goes pretty easy. You just have sex and one day you'll get pregnant. Lol

Well mister that don't work that way.

fs - fertility specialist

lol men think everything is easy

 

[lilesMom]

Liles-What thyroid issues do you have?

Vel- I'm so glad they're finding out what's going on with you.

I've autoimmune hypothyroid hon.
Take thyroxine and monitor it.
I'm grand then 😊
Mostly .

 

[lilesMom]

Nice dark opk.
Pos tonight or tomorrow id say
Whoop whoop
Mine is light still.
But I'm only 11 so that's normal for me

 

[lilesMom]

Velathria.
Irish appointments take forever!!!!
U could get private scan for about 100 euro
If u wanted though
Somewhere like euromedic.
I did that for my liver before ttc my son.
I was after one mc and didn't want to wait

 

[lilesMom]

They send results in a report back to ur gp

 

[lilesMom]

I like the coffee, folic acid deal.
And the cheat
Hee hee

 

[lilesMom]

For some strange reason um allergic to bd
Even though its prime time.
Maybe that's why, cos I feel I should.
Um, contrary me!!!
I'm usually more in the mood at this time.

 

[NiccoleTTC]

For some strange reason um allergic to bd
Even though its prime time.
Maybe that's why, cos I feel I should.
Um, contrary me!!!
I'm usually more in the mood at this time.

LOL tbh me and dh bd every day. literaly everyday, weve been bding for like more than a week , everyday in a row now!
but now that its O day soon i think we should take a break from today untill O day or at least untill OPK is postive so sperm count will get higher ...
i dont know how we got to a place where we bd every day tbh lol , never was like that, use to be like twice or 3 times a week lol . but its good i guess

why arent u in the mood tho? any reason u can think of? maybe it became boring for u? cuz ttc-ing can do that i guess,

Today ive been looking at my MC'ed baby that i didnt even get to know the sex of him , but for some reason i keep calling it "him" . so its a "he" for me lol

wanna see it ? i made that pic as my profile pic so u probs seen it i guess, the pic was taken at 8+4W , MCed on 11 weeks :\

Anyways... cant wait for a positive opk

 

[lilesMom]

I named all my little angels .
Hve def feelings of if they were boys or girls.
How long ago was ir loss hon
Sorry if I've said. Xx
It gets easier with time.
But u never forget xxx

I'm just being weird.
I usually get preg really fast.
Its nor as fast this time,
So I'm starting to think if I don't try .
Then I'm not failing
So silly when I put it into words.
But my head is pulling some reverse psychology crap on me.
Hee hee
I want to now but OH hasn't come to bed yet ��

 

[lilesMom]

Sorry for typos.
I'm always on my phone xx

 

[lilesMom]

I wouldn't take a break now hon.
Ur in the best bd time
If ur happy to keep bd
I would xxx

 

[NiccoleTTC]

I named all my little angels .
Hve def feelings of if they were boys or girls.
How long ago was ir loss hon
Sorry if I've said. Xx
It gets easier with time.
But u never forget xxx

I'm just being weird.
I usually get preg really fast.
Its nor as fast this time,
So I'm starting to think if I don't try .
Then I'm not failing
So silly when I put it into words.
But my head is pulling some reverse psychology crap on me.
Hee hee
I want to now but OH hasn't come to bed yet ��

HaaHaa
yes you def neve forget them little angels !
Im not upset about it anymore cause i believe everything has a reason, for better or for worse, its gonna be ok at last it doesnt mean ill ever forget him , or that i was crying over it everyday or everytime i saw a child, baby or a pregnant woman lol, and was starring at this pic of him, but im def feeling better now.

It was on the 23rd, August, 2015

 

[Velathria]

I lost the twin to my son. It just gets easier I think. I gave him a name too. I think we just never forget. And that's good. We don't have the baby's to replace just another one to love ^^

Mmh private scan. I might do that. I'll see what the bloodwork says in two weeks and then i will get one.

I'd love to do the coffee cheat but I need the one cup a day in the morning or I will have a splitting Migrane at the end of the day. It's not fun... wish I weren't so addicted to it.

 

[lilesMom]

I like to think it saved bub from something yucky here
And that they were so perfect they only needed to touch earth
For a little bit to become perfect angels xxx
Hugs hon.
Loads of dust to u xxx

 

[NiccoleTTC]

I just saw a thread about taking isoflavones as a natural form of clomid. u can take it up untill CD 9, its allrdy midnight for me, so im on CD 10 now, but if i dont get a bfp this cycle , i might try the isoflavones, Soy beans have alot of it. 3.5 oz \ 100grams or soy beans have 102mg isoflavones, and the maximum u should take per day is 200mg so thats a lot cause a package of those beans is about 120grams \ 4 oz of beans and they dont make u full, me personally - i can eat them like popcorn, u never have enough lol u just eat and eat untill theres no more.

anways, isoflavones appearantly make u ovulate, a stronger ovulation , and make more eggs ! , and im SO up for twins tbh LOL so if i get twins ill go crazy happy

so i might start taking it next cycle, tho hopefulyl i wont have to

Thats the post btw . https://babyandbump.momtastic.com/trying-to-conceive/2330629-soya-isoflavones-cycle-buddies-3-a.html

 

[lilesMom]

Hugs Velathria xxx

U could do half and half in ur coffeee, decaf and normal.
And wean yourself off
But I still hve tea.
Some caffeine doesn't hurt I think xx

 

[lilesMom]

Soya ups oestrogen doesn't it.
I'm pretty sure I ov.
If my pain and opk can be relied on ��

 

[NiccoleTTC]

I lost the twin to my son. It just gets easier I think. I gave him a name too. I think we just never forget. And that's good. We don't have the baby's to replace just another one to love ^^

Mmh private scan. I might do that. I'll see what the bloodwork says in two weeks and then i will get one.

I'd love to do the coffee cheat but I need the one cup a day in the morning or I will have a splitting Migrane at the end of the day. It's not fun... wish I weren't so addicted to it.

Honeslty, i was addicted to coffee as well, (I use to be anorexic as a teenager - even was hospitalized - yes i was too stubborn) so i was super addicted cuz that was the one and only thing i let into my body, but then i had sleeping problems (obviously - coffee all day long) , so my friend told me about the coffee with no caffeine in it , trust me, it tricks u - psychologically, u dont really NEED that caffeine, u ust need the taste. and its exactly the same ;P

 

[lilesMom]

Wish OH would come to bed already!!!!
I'm back in the mood
Hee hee

 

[NiccoleTTC]

Soya ups oestrogen doesn't it.
I'm pretty sure I ov.
If my pain and opk can be relied on ��

how about ill take an opk now?
BRB

lol