thanks ladies for all of your support through all of this
when I got home, there was a really bad storm and we didn't have internet
the doctor called and said the level was down to a 3.6 and progesterone took a nose dive to 6.5, so he told me to stop taking the progesterone supplement so my body could let it go naturally. I was lightly spotting yesterday, but now I'm definitely bleeding. Had to put a tampon in this morning. I was crying all last night and now I hope my puffy eyes stop swelling by Monday for my work. Dh was wonderful and got me pizza and put in a movie and rubbed my back, and held me while I cried. The thing is, I told myself I wouldn't cry. I told myself that I needed to expect them to say my level was a 2 and it was over. But as the dr told me, my eyes welled up with tears. It's raining here the last two days so it's almost like the clouds and I are crying in unison.