I'm sorry ladies, brown spotting just didn't bode well for me,
I have started bright red bleeding with clots tonight, little dotty is not gonna be our rainbow baby.....dh and i are so sad but we have each to get through this.
My husband said some really lovely things this evening that have given me the strength I need to continue this journey, we will get there eventually...
My next step is to ring my doctor on Monday and they are going to start tests to see if there is any cause for my recurrent miscarriages.... I'm hoping they find something that is treatable...
I'm wishing all you lovely ladies a happy and healthy pregnancy, our rainbows are waiting for us all,
Xxxx
OK.....
So I had really bad bright red bleeding on Saturday night with clots, but NO cramps! I was seriously gushing out of me, and I knew in that moment it was over and went and poured myself a stiff drink and mourned my little one!!
Woke up on Sunday no more blood, still no cramps. Just brown discharge
Same thing on Monday, no blood no cramps just brown discharge, I went to an 90 minute aerobics class thinkin that would help get things started as I just wanted this nightmare to be over!
Tuesday still no blood or cramps, just brown discharge
Wednesday the same, I still had an appt for epau for the next day and I rang them about whether or not I should go as I was concerned that the miscarriage had only lasted one day and wondered if I would need help to get things started, so they said to come in!
Thursday ( today)
Went to epau had the first appointment at 8.45am
And what did we see
A HEARTBEAT!!!!!!
Measuring 6w2days and all looking perfect!!
The could see another much smaller sac that hasn't developed and they say that's where the bleeding was coming from, so I started off with a twin pregnancy and one didn't develop and that's why I'm bleeding!
I still can't believe it! But so far we have one healthy baby with a beautiful beating heart!!!
Miracles do happen, and I eat my words- brown spotting AND bright red bleeding don't always mean the end for me!!!
So I'm back with you lovely ladies!!!
Xoxo