Wanted to send a shout out to everyone here who has been so supportive of me and my POAS obsession, nervous days, and prolific posting!!
The blood at my cervix is red now, and even though it has not reached my panties I am fairly certain that this will be AF.. Might take a couple days of spotting but I am sure she will arrive.. A bit sad that my luteal phase is so short, but to be expected at my age.. Getting old sucks.. it really does, and somehow I was hoping I would cheat the hands of time and get one last miracle.. I'm not so much sad about the baby thing, but at life itself and how much time I have wasted and let time pass me by!!
Most of the tests I have taken do not really have lines anymore, the IC's still have the leftovers and they were actually looking kind of +, but just never could get a dark BFP no matter how many different brands I tried.. Did an Answer early tonight and i got an indent line with what looks like no color!! I think my testing experience has ran the gammet this month.. evaps, grey lines, pink evaps, multiple + that faded to -, while lines, indent lines, and of course NO BLUE dye evap.. It has been quite the journey, spent a bit too much on PG tests, but I guess as far as hobbies go it was a fun one to partake in.
I hope to continue to come back here and be supportive of others, I have really enjoyed that and gotten very excited as people get their BFP's and their journey takes a diff path.. I have given birth, had babies and even graduated 3 children from High school already, I would say that is quite the accomplishments!! and for the past 7 years I have done the parenting as a single mom.
All in all, by far the most important thing I have done in my life is raise my kids, if I can give any advice to anyone here who is just starting their journey to parenthood... Enjoy every moment of it!! It goes way to fast.. My baby is now 7 and quite independent!!
Hugs and huge amounts of baby dust to all the ladies here who are trying to conceive, or those who are done trying but have children who depend on them.
Night night
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