Lookin for NTNP buddy. Just need to CHAT!

[RedButterfly]

I've finished cleaning now. I have one extremely clean house. Anyone messes it up

I'm fine at the moment. It gets bad before bed.

 

[Laura2806]

Lindsay and Maria im glad you're both feeling ok atm hope it lasts!!

 

[Laura2806]

Also I think testing now might tip you over the edge if its a bfn (obvs I hope it isn't) but I don't think you're in the right headspace to deal with one line if you see it. I think maybe see how you're doing in a couple days and rethink then.

Just remind yourself its your path you have been given and for you to walk. You wouldn't have been given it if you couldn't handle it. You're a strong lady. Now pull your socks up, put a smile on that pretty face and go pounce on your husband! Get the good feelings going and your confidence in being a lady back!

 

[MrsCorny]

Well that explains the psycho mood swings... I'M PREGNANT!!!!
Scan date is Nov. 26 at 9am!!!!
I can't believe it....

 

[RedButterfly]

If I could scream without waking the girls, I would congrats!!

 

[MrsCorny]

Told hubby with the text he used to ask me to be his girlfriend (he was next to me when he sent it, it was adorable, cuz he was afraid he would mess it up if he tried saying it!!!) but I just deleted the "will you be my penguin" part and added that we are gonna have our own little penguin and you are gonna be a daddy and sent it while I was sitting next to him. His reaction was so cute! "Are you serious? Really?" I said yes and started crying and shaking and he hugged and kissed me. I love that man.

 

[RedButterfly]

Aw!

 

[Laura2806]

Oh my word hunni so so happy for you!!!!!!!

You know when I refreshed my user cp and saw you had posted in the bump thread I knew you were pregnant!! How awesome!! About time there was another bfp here

 

[RedButterfly]

Come on Laura, you're next. 3 days of positives (I had 4 days of positives) so can only mean a good thing and you're going to ovulate soon!

 

[MrsCorny]

I second what Red said, Laura! I hope u join ASAP.

Thanks for all the congrats ladies!! Xoxo

 

[Laura2806]

Believe me im trying ladies!!

Yesterdays was slightly lighter than the others temps still not saying anything so could be a while still. Cramps today. Fed up.

 

[MrsCorny]

Laura-just keep doing what ur doing, u seem to be more relaxed this cycle!

 

[RedButterfly]

You got a ticker

 

[Laura2806]

I was more relaxed, got angry with god this morning though, asked him what I've done to piss him off and if wanted to he'd have helped us already. Maybe I need to get angry for him to help as tonight's OPK was darker still! Problem is I'm exhausted and EOD is great don't get me wrong but when your almost at CD30 and don't have confirmation of ov it's just exhausting, it'd be nice to go bed and not be thinking 'we didn't do it last night so we need to tonight incase I ovd today and we miss it. I just want confirmation if ov already!

 

[RedButterfly]

What OPKs do you use?

 

[MrsCorny]

Laura- Aww hunny, you have one baby and I understand you being angry. It's not easy, especially with PCOS I'm sure. But I am sure God has a reason for not allowing it at this time. I know it's hard, but try to trust Him, just look at the beautiful son He already gave you.

Maria- yep. Got a ticker! And one for countdown to scan date.

So we wanted to wait until after scan to tell family, but I had already planned a bday party for my husband next Sunday- Nov 17 so I think it would be impossible not to say anything AND we will have both his mom and my parents there so it's perfect anyway. We will wait until 10 weeks to tell extended family. 12 weeks we will tell friends. I'm so nervous about keeping it a secret!!! Lol just waiting until next Sunday to tell family is gonna feel like a year!!! Haha

 

[Laura2806]

Insta alerts hun

Tbh I believed in god before Oscar but never thought about him or asked for help, I felt differently once Oscar was here but more in a way that I felt he needed extra protection. I do still trust in him but like everything something's you need to shout and get annoyed no matter who it's towards. Plus I have issues with not being in control so TTC is really hard in that I can't control it.

Sounds good

 

[MrsCorny]

I'm not blamin u or saying ur wrong. I was so mad at God when my friend died at the age of 28... But I worked thru it and now my faith is stronger somehow. It's hard to explain. You keep on keepin on hun! Proud of u!

 

[Laura2806]

I know you're not hunni thank you he's done things i will never forgive him for, but then others i am eternally grateful, i know he has his reasons and knows what he's doing, i just need to learn to put all of my faith in him.

Plus i feel my body needs to ovulate so therefore i need my faith to be there then my trust to be in God to fertilise the egg and care for me and my unborn baby, i need to trust my body first the the big guy! xx

 

[MrsCorny]

Laura- x100000 lol Ur doin just fine. I so wish we lived closer, I don't have any girlfriends I can really talk to except for one who is teaching in Vietnam now