How are you feeling Poppy? I've been following you since the beginning of this tread. Are you as nervous as I am? I cant wait to be out of the first trimester. I think I will be able to breath easier then. I'm pretty scared every day and its tough because I dont think my BF really gets it.
Also how many times do I have to look at the same bfn before I accept it's not a bfp?! Like if I go back 20 times to look eventually a line will appear?! I'm driving myself insane!
Thank you to everyone and I'm sorry you all feel as rubbish as I do, but it's good to know I'm not alone or going insane!!
Got another bfn this morning, I almost didnt bother testing, wish I hadnt!!
Oh well come on then AF, let's get on with it lol!!
And we will all have our rainbow babies in our arms soon, been listening to a song today that cheered me up and made me more positive. "The Cave" by Mumford and Sons, particularly these lines;
"I will hold on hope and I won't let you choke on the noose around your neck,
And I'll find strength in pain and I will change my ways,
I'll know my name as its called again."
We have found strength in pain ladies and we need to hold on to hope, it will happen xxxxxxxxxxxx
Now i'm even more confused! Just got to work, went to the bathroom, and have a bunch of EWCM.Don't tell me I didn't O and and only Oing NOW!!???? When DB won't touch me cuz I'm all germ infested with a cold?? (he gets sick very easily with pneumonia so he acts like I have the plague when I'm sick) But my temps are higher then normal... so confused
Don't want to get my hopes up
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Hi Ladies....
Some of you new recruits probably don't know me very well. I was the 1st BFP on this thread after MC in feb. I have had nothing but worry through this pregnancy despite having a scan and seeing heartbeat at 7 wks. I started having a few hours break between eposides of throwing up at 8 wks and so convinced myself that I was going to find out at my 13wk NT scan that I had had another missed MC. I got a doppler at 8 wks and have used it every day and nothing. Confirming my worries.
But I just tried it again 5 mins ago and immediately heart a tiny little heartbeat racing away at a very healthy 137 bpm. I am not totally and utterly shocked and shaking. I was sure it had happened again.
I just needed to share this with someone as hubby working and nobody else knows about it yet and I have had a miserable depressing few months. I have struggle to acknowledge the pregnancy but I think I will have to try get my head round it now.
Just wanted to let you see that there is hope.... when the BFPs come through (which they will).......try hang on to hope and not get wrapped up in worry and anxiety like I have. Baby dust and love to you all x x x x x x x x
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Hi Ladies....
Some of you new recruits probably don't know me very well. I was the 1st BFP on this thread after MC in feb. I have had nothing but worry through this pregnancy despite having a scan and seeing heartbeat at 7 wks. I started having a few hours break between eposides of throwing up at 8 wks and so convinced myself that I was going to find out at my 13wk NT scan that I had had another missed MC. I got a doppler at 8 wks and have used it every day and nothing. Confirming my worries.
But I just tried it again 5 mins ago and immediately heart a tiny little heartbeat racing away at a very healthy 137 bpm. I am not totally and utterly shocked and shaking. I was sure it had happened again.
I just needed to share this with someone as hubby working and nobody else knows about it yet and I have had a miserable depressing few months. I have struggle to acknowledge the pregnancy but I think I will have to try get my head round it now.
Just wanted to let you see that there is hope.... when the BFPs come through (which they will).......try hang on to hope and not get wrapped up in worry and anxiety like I have. Baby dust and love to you all x x x x x x x x
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I just got my BFP! I hope this one sticks and is meant to be my rainbow.
Hope everyone else gets thier stickies ASAP!![]()