Hi.. I have a thought that I need help, tho I must ask to plz not judge me., if you have questions please ask... I am 29, married and happy. Tho in a previous relationship, he was very abusive both physically n emotionally for 5 years. On two occassions, yes I was on birth control (nuva ring n the pill), he purposely did something so he can get me pregnant to keep me in the relationship. For both I had to have abortions, ( it was a very difficult decision) for both he did, keep me hostage, so that I would pass the time period of 2 months. Ok so that was a little run thru. For both, I had a chemical A, now that I'm in a new relationship, for the last 4 yrs n abuse is not an issue. Getting pregnant is! If any1 can tell me if there are detrimental effects from chemical A's. I would greatly appreciate it. And yes, I fight my conscious all the time, with the two that I gave up n now I want 1. So please don't beat me up anymore than I beat myself up.... Please help me move forward. Thank you.