Sigh. I really have no idea why I did this to myself but I tested again with an IC this afternoon after holding my wee for about 4 hours and couldn't help HOPING to see something (even though it was an obvious BFN this morning). Well it obviously was another BFN and now I really do feel disappointed.
I know it is early as I am only 10DPO, but I am so scared because last time I "felt pregnant" but didn't get my BFP till 15-16DPO--which I now assume is because it was ectopic. Well I am 99% positive that I o'd from the same side as my ectopic and didn't even realize how I was putting my hopes on a BFP at 10DPO to give me hope that this egg would make a safe and easy trip to the uterus.....
Plus, I thought I got FRERs from my ASDA shop but they showed up and they are First Response One-Steps (which I googled and only have a sensitivity of 100!!!) So they are pretty much rubbish and won't do anything for me until much later on....Wondering if I can be strong and wait to test until Saturday or Sunday now so I can stop obsessing over how pregnant I feel....