The time soon flies by. Sometimes it gets so matter of fact and seemed thAt it was happening g to other people as it was alright what do I do next, when. Right get on with it. Emotion was taken out of it. It was all about right what's growing, what's not, how's the sperm looking, how's the eggs doing, then it becomes a bit more real when you see your egg on the screen thinking omg.... that potentially is a child and how fortunate we are to see it at that early stage when most people only get a scan at 12 weeks, we get a lot more, and how cool to show the child when older - that was you at 5 days after your were created!!!
I found I was less emotional about things once I was physically doing stuff to help such as injections etc. Since physically starting this last bit of injections I've not broken down upset at seeing children, babies pregnant women. I've yearned for them, but I know it'll be me soon and I will be a mother, just might take us longer and a slightly different route!!!
I thank God that we are living when we are living at the moment, that this amazing medical science can intervene and make so many people parents that naturally couldn't, and even if it doesn't work you know you did all you could!!!!!
Right that's my philosophical head taken off!!!
well said....
