So p went to the rugby Saturday and lay in bed all day Sunday

last night I went to see 30 Seconds to Mars

I had a great time although I was knackered . Am loaded with cold and throat infection and really pissed as I've been really good food wise and no weight loss in weeks

went yesterday and bought myself a tescos finest raspberry roulade and have basically ate it all myself

delicious

have the doctor on Friday for results of bloods from last week . Dreamt last night I was pregnant and the doc give me a scan and said your ten weeks and two days

woke up with tears running down my cheeks . Was so so gutted it was only a dream . When will this journey ever be over

got loads if Xmas shopping last few days . Sophie wants all monster high stuff . 6 dolls , a tablet . Two games and bunk beds . Got them all except bunk beds

not stressing out this year about Xmas as there's no point . Booked p a night in hotel for Xmas with jacuzzi and breakfast and three course meal . Got a good deal of 140 pounds for us both

hope everyone is well