Thank you ladies
I'm sorry for my hysterical insane moment earlier. I think the enormity of what's happening smacked me in the face.
Just remember hun that you have th right to refuse/accept any treatment/procedure they offer you.
If you don't want an internal because you are in pain and would rather wait than wait, be strong and stick to your guns. No always easy in a setting where you know they 'know' best but still - you are the one going through the experience you are tired, fed up and don't want to be there -forn them its just another day at work.
Thank you all sooooo much for the amazing support.
It really means the world to me. I'm quite glad that after Midday today I won't have to have another internal for 24 hours (ESP as evil MW is back tonight!)
It's really helpful having my OH here, he's lifted my spirits and made me laugh again which is good.
Some good news I've started having contractions. They are only every 10 mins or so but my god it hurts!! I can't really feel a tightening pain but it's showing on the CTG. Hopefully this means my cervix will be slightly dialted and I can have my waters broke soon
How did i miss this post? i've been looking for it since last night, stupid baby is clouding my vision as well as my brain!
Glad things are looking up for you, contractions are a good start!!! hehe!
If that evil midwife tries to check you again just punch her in the face