. I know it is extremly difficult for you. Hoping things all work out soon for you guys (hugs)
. I'm just so thankful that this one is doing well although I will worry until he's in my arms.
Welcome kazy! I'm still here ttc. Probably will be ttc forever.
So, last Monday we had our 2nd sa. Some things improved, but not enough for them to say "you are good after all." Went to a follow up appointment on Friday with my RE. After going over our results of everything, he first said our best chance was ivf with using icsi. But he wants to try 2-3 rounds of iui first in case that works since it's less invasive and cheaper. Too late for this cycle, so this month will be a natural cycle with crossed fingers. Next cycle we will begin our first iui. I will take Femara 2.5 mg on cd 3-7. We then bd cd 9, start opk on cd 11, u/s on cd 12 to check follies. From there I get more instructions on when to do the hcg injection and come in for the iui. He said 2-3 rounds, but could end up one if there isn't enough good sperm after the spinning. RE is hoping I will produce at least two follicles to improve our chances of at least one baby. If that doesn't work, it's ivf for us. Either that or just keep trying for years hoping to get lucky or give up.
Kazy so sorry about your loss as well and I completely understand about having mixed feeling on ttc again. For me miscarriage was something I never thought about and was completely devastated when I experienced it. My first one happened on my honeymoon, I was a couple days late on my wedding day but just figured it was from the stress of the wedding but told my dh I would test after we got to honeymoon location. Well sure enough I got a bfp and we were thrilled. Since we were honeymooning close to where my dh's mom lived we told he right away. Sadly two days later I started bleeding and spent the evening in the hospital where they told me I was losing the baby. I was so heartbroken I spent the rest of our honeymoon in bed not wanting to be around anyone. Three months later we fell pregnant again only to have the same heartbreak happen. I couldn't stand the sight of pregnant women or babies because it would just bring all the pain back. Finally about 6 months later I became pregnant with my oldest son and was put on progesterone and 19 months after his birth became pregnant with my twin boys. When we decided to ttc again I didn't think I would have another miscarriage since I started progesterone right away. We found out we were having twins but the next night after my ultrasound I had a gush of blood and knew something was wrong. I had to wait two weeks before they would do another ultrasound but still had to continue using progesterone until that time. It was of course right at Christmas time when we always go to va to see my in-laws so that just made it all that much worse. I finally got the ultrasound to confirm that there was no heartbeats and was told to stop my progesterone. It took almost two weeks for me start bleeding wish happened right around my oldest sons birthday party and the pain was terrible. We were told to wait two cycles before ttc again but wasn't sure if we could emotionally handle another loss. We weren't very careful and I got pregnant after just one cycle but our little angel is doing wonderful and were so excited to meet him and so are his brothers
if not, I still believe that God has it all in His hands.
