****November Testing. 4 BFP SO FAR! FX ALL******

[Suggerhoney]

Good luck sugger! I'm glad O didn't come early for you this cycle, maybe an extra day or two will be just the ticket for a sticky bean.

For me, I took the weekend off being online so I just caught up. I am feeling quite a bit down. I don't think I'm a very good stay at home mom and I miss my job, I miss working It's cold and snowy here which just makes it harder to get outside and see people, and our cases are rising so doing anything indoors isn't adviseable. Feeling rather trapped, and 2 year olds are challenging!

Awww hon so sorry ure feeling like that.
Were on lockdown again here in the UK so I'm starting to feel a bit cabin feverish to.
Been wet and rainy today but I'm hoping the weather gets dryer so I can go on some walks, we live near the country side so some nice places to walk around.
I love the snow but we only get it sometimes.
Apparently were in for the coldest and harshest winter with loads of snow but I believe it when I see it lol.
Really hope another Job comes ure way soon hon.
And I'm keeping it all crossed for u this cycle

If I conceive and it sticks this cycle I will be due the beginning of August but wud have bubba in July.

 

[MrsKatie]

@Mum42crazy I see the start of something! Really hope those shadows get darker.

@Suggerhoney oh wow what a gorgeous opk!!! Good sign for sure!

@Alligator ugh there is no more brutally humbling and soul-creating, soul-destroying job than being a parent. It does something to our spirits and hearts and minds that can’t even be put into words. THE highest highs and the lowest lows that exist in the realm of human experience. All encapsulated in one tiny human who also doesn’t sleep and throws food. It’s not for the faint of heart. We all feel that way.

I really feel the frustration too with cases spiking, we have that here too, and I’m like... how?!? We’ve been insane with our restrictions and distancing and never freaking going anywhere or doing anything, like HOW is this stupid stupid STUPID virus spreading at all let alone spiking? Makes me want to say f*%k it and just do whatever I want! Obviously I won’t, but I’m sure you can relate to the feeling!

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Mum42crazy I see the start of something! Really hope those shadows get darker.

@Suggerhoney oh wow what a gorgeous opk!!! Good sign for sure!

@Alligator ugh there is no more brutally humbling and soul-creating, soul-destroying job than being a parent. It does something to our spirits and hearts and minds that can’t even be put into words. THE highest highs and the lowest lows that exist in the realm of human experience. All encapsulated in one tiny human who also doesn’t sleep and throws food. It’s not for the faint of heart. We all feel that way.

I really feel the frustration too with cases spiking, we have that here too, and I’m like... how?!? We’ve been insane with our restrictions and distancing and never freaking going anywhere or doing anything, like HOW is this stupid stupid STUPID virus spreading at all let alone spiking? Makes me want to say f*%k it and just do whatever I want! Obviously I won’t, but I’m sure you can relate to the feeling!

Thanks hon.
Maybe its the macca root making me ovulate at a better time.

I really hope if we do fall this cycle it will be sticky.

@Mum42crazy
Can u put me down to test on the 23rd please hon.
AF was due on 24th but with ovulation being 2 days later I don't think I will be due until the 26th now.
Not sure if I will make it to the 23rd and probably will end up testing earlier but gonna try and hold off as long as I can.
I'm just so done with faint lines and the anxiety of waiting for them to get darker.

Keeping everything fixed for u hon.
Hope the next time u test its darker.

 

[Bevziibubble]

@Suggerhoney yay! Yay, good luck!

 

[wannabeprego]

Hey girls, Well I finally got my HCG blood work results on Saturday morning. My HCG was only 2, so it was for sure a chemical pregnancy. I was thinking that was the case though before the results even came in just because they were starting to get lighter and they never really got super dark like with my previous pregnancies. I'm sad but I never really put too much faith into my FET cycles because I have never had success with one in the past. Only my fresh IVF cycles resulted in my 3 children. I don't have any more frozen embryo's left so the only option that I have is to do another fresh IVF cycle. I'm just going to take some time to work on accepting what just happened and revisit another IVF cycle in a few months or maybe in the spring. However it is expensive and it is a lot to go through. I'm not sure what I want to do next or how we will be able to afford another cycle, so I have to figure all of this out.

 

[Mum42crazy]

So I did the FRER and it’s a negative, I can see a shadow again but I would have thought I’d have even seen a little bit of pink in it and there isn’t.
Plus over the past few hours I am starting with pms that are hard to ignore, you are never out till AF comes but without that line at 11dpo and my knowledge of my own body, I guess I’ll give up hope.
I haven’t had a proper AF since the miscarriage so it’s been a long 6 weeks since that BFP, I’m very disappointed and hoped that I’d fall again, but this is a reality check!!!!
So I am going to have a nice dinner, a glass of wine because I won €420 today on the Italian lotto, I would have been going crazy about the win but I couldn’t because I was waiting for these FRERs to get here, so what should have been a yeahhhh day it ended up in well I won a bit of money but I’d give it back in a heartbeat for that second line.
Sorry to be so down!!!
I won’t test now till after AF is due so I can keep the other FRER for next month!!! But I am going to use that last IC tomorrow morning because I don’t want to get hung up on maybe lines next month and end up buying more!!!
Now I’m praying that the rest of you get your BFP!

 

[wannabeprego]

@Mum42crazy Can you update the first page of the thread for me because I ended up with a chemical pregnancy and my HCG BW was negative, with only a level of 2 for the HCG results. I just posted a more detailed update to the group also.

I am sorry about your BFN. I am sending good luck vibes your way. I hope that BFN turns into your BFP very soon!

 

[Mum42crazy]

Hey girls, Well I finally got my HCG blood work results on Saturday morning. My HCG was only 2, so it was for sure a chemical pregnancy. I was thinking that was the case though before the results even came in just because they were starting to get lighter and they never really got super dark like with my previous pregnancies. I'm sad but I never really put too much faith into my FET cycles because I have never had success with one in the past. Only my fresh IVF cycles resulted in my 3 children. I don't have any more frozen embryo's left so the only option that I have is to do another fresh IVF cycle. I'm just going to take some time to work on accepting what just happened and revisit another IVF cycle in a few months or maybe in the spring. However it is expensive and it is a lot to go through. I'm not sure what I want to do next or how we will be able to afford another cycle, so I have to figure all of this out.

I am so sorry, like I said before I was really sad to read it! I really feel for you!

 

[Bevziibubble]

 

[Mum42crazy]

@Mum42crazy Can you update the first page of the thread for me because I ended up with a chemical pregnancy and my HCG BW was negative, with only a level of 2 for the HCG results. I just posted a more detailed update to the group also.

I am sorry about your BFN. I am sending good luck vibes your way. I hope that BFN turns into your BFP very soon!

Yeah I will do that.... I am so sorry

 

[Mum42crazy]

@Mum42crazy
Can u put me down to test on the 23rd please hon.
AF was due on 24th but with ovulation being 2 days later I don't think I will be due until the 26th now.
Not sure if I will make it to the 23rd and probably will end up testing earlier but gonna try and hold off as long as I can.
I'm just so done with faint lines and the anxiety of waiting for them to get darker.

Keeping everything fixed for u hon.
Hope the next time u test its darker. [/QUOTE]

Ok you are on the list for the 23rd I am rooting for you

 

[wannanewbaby]

Just done another one and it's even darker. So really think ovulation will be tomorrow cycle day 15.
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Def positive!! Glad you finally got the dark line you wanted!!

 

[Suggerhoney]

@wannabeprego
Oh hon I'm so sad to read that u had a chemical.
Absolutely gutted for you hon.
Sending u really really huge hugs.

@Mum42crazy
I'm so sorry hon I was so hoping they was gonna be darker.
I hate this so much.
Still hoping its early days and u do go on to get that dark BFP.
My tests with the last chemical were alot lighter at 11dpo then they were at 10dpo but then at 12dpo they were all darker but I still felt they were a bit to faint for 12dpo especially free. Because with my son I had a blazing BFP at 11dpo on Frer and by 12dpo both lines were the same.
But because my tests were much darker than with the other 3 chemicals I was so hoping it was gonna stick.

I really hope when u test again u get a big surprise hon.
Really rooting for you.

Sending u both big big hugs

 

[ciz]

Hi ladies woke up today TMI feeling very wet
Cd14 and finally View attachment 1090274
Will keep testing to see if it goes darker but I think ovulation will be tomorrow cd15 or Tuesday cd16 a bit later than normal, but hoping maybe with a later ovulation if we do catch this cycle it will have a better chance of sticking

while scrolling saw you had an even darker line, go get busy lady lots of luck

Good luck sugger! I'm glad O didn't come early for you this cycle, maybe an extra day or two will be just the ticket for a sticky bean.

For me, I took the weekend off being online so I just caught up. I am feeling quite a bit down. I don't think I'm a very good stay at home mom and I miss my job, I miss working It's cold and snowy here which just makes it harder to get outside and see people, and our cases are rising so doing anything indoors isn't adviseable. Feeling rather trapped, and 2 year olds are challenging!

sorry your feeling like this hun, it’s a very difficult time and having a busy 2 year old too. Pinterest is my saviour to keeping the little ones busy lots of arts and crafts. Please keep talking to us ladies better to share emotions

As for me it seems my body wants to try and ovulate already but not pinning my hopes for this one but could be testing end of November which would be exciting

 

[Suggerhoney]

while scrolling saw you had an even darker line, go get busy lady lots of luck

sorry your feeling like this hun, it’s a very difficult time and having a busy 2 year old too. Pinterest is my saviour to keeping the little ones busy lots of arts and crafts. Please keep talking to us ladies better to share emotions

As for me it seems my body wants to try and ovulate already but not pinning my hopes for this one but could be testing end of November which would be exciting

Hahaha lol.
Hubby has fallen asleep but I'm gonna wake him up hehe.
Don't want to miss this window lol

 

[Suggerhoney]

Ladies im starting to feel really anxious.

We managed to get a bd in so good timing but I'm worrying that if we do catch again its just gonna end in yet another chemical.

Its so hard to get excited after having 4 chemicals in a row I just can't get that joy anymore.

I just feel anxious and scared.

 

[Mum42crazy]

Ladies im starting to feel really anxious.

We managed to get a bd in so good timing but I'm worrying that if we do catch again its just gonna end in yet another chemical.

Its so hard to get excited after having 4 chemicals in a row I just can't get that joy anymore.

I just feel anxious and scared.

That’s the problem when you TTC for so long and then end up with hope then it’s cruelly taken from you, you lose the joy out of it, I did do that last IC this morning and it’s so white it’s it does make me think maybe something started before and it didn’t take or it was just the want of something so badly. I think we all have this need to get pregnant on these sites and we have hope that the early positives will stick or months of having white HPT the next cycle will be the one, we gotta keep the faith that one of these cycle will be our take home baby.
I am so hoping for you that this one it just that, your take home baby!!!
Sending you big hugs and baby dust!

 

[Mum42crazy]

CD1 for me the damn witch has come!!
But I am so glad I am on this journey with all of you!!!

 

[Deethehippy]

CD1 for me the damn witch has come!!
But I am so glad I am on this journey with all of you!!!

I’m really sorry, I am crossing everything for a BFP before Christmas.

 

[Mum42crazy]

I’m really sorry, I am crossing everything for a BFP before Christmas.

Yeah a Christmas miracle would be great for both of us!