Eve...you've been through so much this pregnancy! Thinking of you...I know that feeling of the unknown and it sucks!
As for me...went in for my scan to check on baby. Baby didn't have a heartbeat, and we lost our 2nd child within 3 months. I think I am too sick for there to be much emotions there right now. Lots of tears, but I feel so crappy. The Dr. said that she can't do the D&C until Wednesday b/c I cannot have surgery when I'm this sick. So, the small blessing...I am on antibiotics, can take ibruprofen for my aches and pains, and cold medicine. I have not had any relief yet today, and this morning I woke up with cramps, so part of me wonders if I might pass the baby on my own.
I am thinking I am going to wait a good amount of time before we try again. Maybe I will go back to Haiti (did that last year), or go to wine weekend with my friends and enjoy a few glasses. I also can look fwd. to playing softball in the summer. I need stuff to help me look ahead, so that I don't get stuck with yesterday.