Thank you all for the support! That means a lot. We had so many people praying for us for a healthy baby, that this time especially seems to really test my faith. But yet, I find comfort in His presence and though I do not understand why this is happening to me a 2nd time, it is another reminder of all the people in my life who love and care for me and for that I am greatful. Your support means a lot. I showed my husband some of your comments tonight.
I was holding my little guy tonight (he will be 17 months next week!), I was giving him big hugs, w/ big tears rolling down my cheeks. I am starting to wonder if he is my miracle child. I am truly blessed to have him in my life. My husband is also very supportive, and he tries to stay strong for me which is sweet.
Eve-glad you are home now!!! I hope things go well for you from here on out...stay out of the hospital will ya!