So I guess this is my first Two Week Wait...

[littlehush]

I'm so sorry sweetie What an awful thing to suffer so many m/c. I'm thinking of you and if you want to talk i will always listen.

Do the Docs know why you keep having m/c?

No they dont, i have had all the blood tests and scan but nothing has shown up. I just dont know if i can do this again, my body must hate me. I just think that is not ment to be, and if not, why fight it.

xxx

 

[hayley2]

Please don't give up hope. Your body doesn't hate you hunni. I don't know why this keeps happening but there must be a reason. Is there a specialist clinic in your area that you could see again to get re checked. Nobody keeps m/c for no reason at all.

Is your OH with you? You need lots of rest and TLC

I do believe in fate and you have had such a long journey there must be a reward at the end of it for you both xxx

 

[littlehush]

The doctors said they could refer me to a specialist in london, but i said at the time i would try one more time, well seeing as it hasnt worked again, i think i will get refered.

OH is at work and cant get back, he is a HGV driver and is miles away.

xx

 

[leelee]

The doctors said they could refer me to a specialist in london, but i said at the time i would try one more time, well seeing as it hasnt worked again, i think i will get refered.

OH is at work and cant get back, he is a HGV driver and is miles away.

xx

I'm so sorry Littlehush. Life has been very cruel to you. Please do get a referral to that specialist as they should be able to find out what is wrong and fix it.

I wish I could give you a proper hug.

 

[hayley2]

Most definately get referred you can't keep trying like this and it ending all the time. Soemtimes you hear of people having a slight chemical imbalance and they can fix it in no time. I can even meet you in London if your OH can't get time off work (its only 30mins away) xxx

Hope your OH can come home soon and give you a hug.

xxx

 

[littlehush]

Most definately get referred you can't keep trying like this and it ending all the time. Soemtimes you hear of people having a slight chemical imbalance and they can fix it in no time. I can even meet you in London if your OH can't get time off work (its only 30mins away) xxx

Hope your OH can come home soon and give you a hug.

xxx

Aww thanks hunni xxx Thats so nice of you OH wont be able to get home till at least 7 tonight, but he does keep ringing me, just to say he loves me, bless him. It must be hard for him aswell, this is the 4th time for him, my previous ones was with my ex. I said to him that i dont think i can carry on trying, untill at least i get some more answers of why this is happening.
I knew the condoms i picked up the other month, 2 for 10p, so i got a box load dont ask me why, i just like good deals! Would come in handy one day

Love you all xxx

 

[H8106629]

LittleHush im so sorry. I cant begin to imagine what you must be going through. It would definately be worth getting checked out at a specialist just to put your mind at rest. Im sure it will be worth it!!

xxx

 

[loulou58]

Hey everyone!

Little Hush im so so sorry to hear of whats happening..I wish we could all be there to help you in person, its a horrible thing. I hope soon someone can help you with whats possibly wrong. Im so sorry XXXX We're all here for you xxx

Leelee such fab pma! i can feel a bfp coming i can!
Still no AF or spotting or much cramp wise really, still got bad gas, but no so bad as it has been the last few days. Ive still been v.wet and ive had sore and pains in my boobs still. I hope hope this is it!

Helloooo other ladies!! xx

 

[leelee]

Hey everyone!

Little Hush im so so sorry to hear of whats happening..I wish we could all be there to help you in person, its a horrible thing. I hope soon someone can help you with whats possibly wrong. Im so sorry XXXX We're all here for you xxx

Leelee such fab pma! i can feel a bfp coming i can!
Still no AF or spotting or much cramp wise really, still got bad gas, but no so bad as it has been the last few days. Ive still been v.wet and ive had sore and pains in my boobs still. I hope hope this is it!

Helloooo other ladies!! xx

Fabulous symptoms Loulou!!! When are you testing?

 

[loulou58]

I dont know, I got a 2 pack of Boots own tests last month and about a day before i was due I peed on one and got BFN and then the next day AF came so Im scared now if i pee on this other one, that AF will come again! I wanted really to wait until the latest cycle days ive gone without spotting, but im due on Friday so technically its about now, im in such a pickle!!

 

[leelee]

I dont know, I got a 2 pack of Boots own tests last month and about a day before i was due I peed on one and got BFN and then the next day AF came so Im scared now if i pee on this other one, that AF will come again! I wanted really to wait until the latest cycle days ive gone without spotting, but im due on Friday so technically its about now, im in such a pickle!!

Oh I don't know what to say to you. I would like to hold off longer than tomorrow but my parents are coming to visit so I would like to know either way. I am so afraid of seeing a as well. The stark white space where the pink line should be is horrible.

 

[loulou58]

Yeh that kind of upset me last month too although i didnt have so many symptoms as i have this month and ive had pma that ive times bd'ing right this month with trying to get as much in as possible but im still worried that maybe i cant ever have kids or something, im so obsessed over it some times, i think it will never happen. I said to myself the other day that on wednesday (ie today) that i would use my other test but the thought of that blank space makes me not want to, and just hang on for a late AF.

 

[leelee]

Yeh that kind of upset me last month too although i didnt have so many symptoms as i have this month and ive had pma that ive times bd'ing right this month with trying to get as much in as possible but im still worried that maybe i cant ever have kids or something, im so obsessed over it some times, i think it will never happen. I said to myself the other day that on wednesday (ie today) that i would use my other test but the thought of that blank space makes me not want to, and just hang on for a late AF.

I think you should hang on til Fri. It gives a few extra days for the test line to be stronger. I hope my temp doesn't plummet tomorrow. I will be devastated.

 

[loulou58]

Yeh thats what ive been thinking at least if i get to Fri and AF isnt here then i might have a pretty decent line beacuse these boots tests arent so sensitive from what ive read up so i think the later i am the better! Im hoping this "line" im going on about actually exists on Friday!

I said to OH last night, ive got aching in my tummy, he went "owww, so not this month then?" and i felt bad, he was only joking, but i thought- its not just going to be me getting disappointed, its him too and i have forgotten that every other month we've been trying, that he's upset too, ive just been thinking of myself.

 

[leelee]

Yeh thats what ive been thinking at least if i get to Fri and AF isnt here then i might have a pretty decent line beacuse these boots tests arent so sensitive from what ive read up so i think the later i am the better! Im hoping this "line" im going on about actually exists on Friday!

I said to OH last night, ive got aching in my tummy, he went "owww, so not this month then?" and i felt bad, he was only joking, but i thought- its not just going to be me getting disappointed, its him too and i have forgotten that every other month we've been trying, that he's upset too, ive just been thinking of myself.

I know it is very easy to forget about them. My OH took a long time to come around to the idea of babies but now he really has warmed to it, and has an unhealthy fixation with cool buggies. So do I actually!

I hope we both get a line this week and we can be bump buddies, follow3d closely by all the ladies on here!

 

[loulou58]

Aw me too!! i feel pretty ill now and ive never been happier to feel sick!! haha I hope This is something good. There wil be a few of us then moving over to 1st tri!

 

[leelee]

Aw me too!! i feel pretty ill now and ive never been happier to feel sick!! haha I hope This is something good. There wil be a few of us then moving over to 1st tri!

Fingers crossed! I have a spot on my nose. Just noticed it now. So along with my mouth ulcers I am defo run down if I am not pregnant.

 

[flumpy]

keep up the PMA loulou!! you will see 2 lines i am sure of it!

leelee are you still testing tomorrow before your parents arrive? I have got everything crossed for you - i have a very good feeling about you this month!!!

 

[leelee]

keep up the PMA loulou!! you will see 2 lines i am sure of it!

leelee are you still testing tomorrow before your parents arrive? I have got everything crossed for you - i have a very good feeling about you this month!!!

Hi Flumpy,

Yes, will test tomorrow if my temps are still high.I don't know if I would see anything at 11 DPO but that is when AF is due.

How are you?

 

[flumpy]

ooh goody i will be checking in here in the morning then!!! it might be too early but it is worth a shot!!!

I am good thanks i am trying to keep up the PMA but i already feel like i am out this month booooo!!!