hiya.. lea, wendy and all the others.. WARNING..." Dont get confused pleasseeee..."
My cycles are a little weird..
they are like 35 days every other month and 40-45 days in the alternating month(35-42-36-45-35-44-34-42 to be exact from wen i started keeping tags ) i convinced myself that one of my ovaries is taking a little more time
then in Dec 2010 wen AF is supposed to come on 35 days, it was 7 days late and came on 42 days(CD 42)
so i thought may be some confusion in the system!!!!!
the next month was very busy for me as my husband was transferred to another place.. and i single handedly shifted our house to a new place . went to stay with my parents for some days.. (you know the travelling.. change of food.. temperature.. people..everything changed ) so it was bit stressful...
so in jan, when i joined my husband, AF came on 35 days -jan 16 2011.(against 45 days as per my original cycle)
then this month.. (hope you all can understand my situation is quite confusing..) i started to think "What if my cycle days are reverting around???!!!" maybe this month it ll come on 45 days??!!!"
so here i am on CD44(with 2 faint BFPs in CD42 and CD44) brooding over two possibilities..
1. if my cycles are as usual and the two irregularities are because of some stress or something.. i should have got my periods on 35 days, which i dint get. then am 8 days late for AF.(i just remembered i saw a pink spot, TMI sorry, when wiping, only once, at about CD32).
or
2. if the cycle has indeed reversed and AF is supposed to come on 45 days then am still a day before AF due date..but the usual cramping i get before Af a week before was not there.. and my boobs hurt on sides and not fully as usual.., then there is the spotting pink some 10 days earlies, pulling sensations in lower abdomen and finally the faint positives on HPT
I am really sorry for making you read all this.. but dint know how to make it short!