Oh man..tears coming on...a good friend that has 2 little girls and has been sticking with me through this TTC trials..just announced on facebook that she is expecting...really???? I am very happy for her but feel betrayed in a stupid kind of way..she didn't even want to have another one yet..her youngest just turned 18 months...is that normal??? I am sitting here fighting back the tears...I give up...

I guess I have to leave the baby making to the younger ladies..what a slap in the face!!!

to everyone though and yeah....