Stopped BCP & TTC! Whos with me?!

[Angel5000]

I'm sure they could and probably would if I asked but as early as I am I don't know that they'd see any more than they did on Sunday (just the embryo sac and I think the only thing that will reassure me right now is seeing an actual developing fetus in there! Even if they can see it now, I am out of sick days and don't really want to have my pay docked I have to just chill out until my US on Tuesday. Lol

I'm pretty sure part of the anxiety comes from my meds. I'm weaning off my Zoloft and so I think it's affecting me with a slightly increased anxiety.

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

I'm sure they could and probably would if I asked but as early as I am I don't know that they'd see any more than they did on Sunday (just the embryo sac and I think the only thing that will reassure me right now is seeing an actual developing fetus in there! Even if they can see it now, I am out of sick days and don't really want to have my pay docked I have to just chill out until my US on Tuesday. Lol

I'm pretty sure part of the anxiety comes from my meds. I'm weaning off my Zoloft and so I think it's affecting me with a slightly increased anxiety.

I'm sure that's part of it.. Not ready trying to wean off anxiety meds.

 

[Ajangel25]

Angel- I would get sooo stressed with lack of symptoms. Actually I was so so sick weeks 6-8, then during week 8 I wasn't sick at all and I was convinced something bad had happened. Then at 9 weeks the nausea and vomiting came back but much less severe. So, symptoms can come and go and don't mean much either way in terms of viability!

Elle- I used preseed a few times but don't use as much as the box says because it's wayyyy too much! Lol. I did use it the cycle of my BFP but I don't know if it contributed or not. It can't hurt though!

My scan with the specialist is in 2 hrs, I will come back and update!

Ps Angel and ABMommy how did you get your ticker?

 

[Flueky88]

Angel that does make sense about weaning off your meds. We all seriously could use some windows to see what's going on in there.

Gagrlinpitt I'm so thankful I never had to use meds because that is awful trying to get off of them.


Ajangel can't wait to hear how it goes.

AFM I worked 8 to 1 yesterday then had to go back out from 4 to 9. Got a call at 1130 last night and couldn't fall back asleep until after 1. Then I had to get up at 345 this morning to go out and admit IV antibiotic patient. Then I got to work my normal day. I'm so glad almost half of mine cancelled. I have ate since around 4 and I'm too tired to be hungry. I think I'm going to nap.

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

Angel that does make sense about weaning off your meds. We all seriously could use some windows to see what's going on in there.

Gagrlinpitt I'm so thankful I never had to use meds because that is awful trying to get off of them.


Ajangel can't wait to hear how it goes.

AFM I worked 8 to 1 yesterday then had to go back out from 4 to 9. Got a call at 1130 last night and couldn't fall back asleep until after 1. Then I had to get up at 345 this morning to go out and admit IV antibiotic patient. Then I got to work my normal day. I'm so glad almost half of mine cancelled. I have ate since around 4 and I'm too tired to be hungry. I think I'm going to nap.

Me too. Although apparently my mirena caused a bunch of my anxiety issues too. I am finding some more research that is helping me out pieces of the puzzle together on some of my symptoms.. In doing some research on pseudotumor cerebri which is linked to the mirena.. And I'm wondering if some of the symptoms I was experiencing was related to that.

 

[Angel5000]

Ajangel - thanks! That makes me feel so much better! I had to make an account at TheBump to get my ticker, but it was quick and easy.

Can't wait to hear about your scan!!

Flueky - Oh wow. Sounds like you need a break!

 

[faye1019]

Elle: I have used Preseed this cycle (but not using the applicators) because I don't have very much CM. We just use it like regular lube... I definitely miss using Astroglide, but don't want to kill those spermies!

 

[ABmommy]

Ajangel I made mine using baby-gaga but had to do it on my computer couldn't figure it out on mobile

Ordered a fetal Doppler and got it today. Found baby's heartbeat tonight. So relieved.

 

[faye1019]

Poor Flueky! Hopefully you're getting some much needed rest!

 

[Flueky88]

Thanks ladies I'm feeling much better this morning after sleeping. I'm a little concerned about my huge dip today in bbt.

ABmommy glad you heard heart beat

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

Thanks ladies I'm feeling much better this morning after sleeping. I'm a little concerned about my huge dip today in bbt.

ABmommy glad you heard heart beat

Fleuky- keep positive! Could be implantation dip.. Its the right time for it...

AFM, I don't know if it's because we are TTC or not but I officially know 13 people whom are pregnant right now.. I'll be completely honest, part of me is extremely jealous, but the most of me is really excited for them because I know how much I want my own. I know our time will come and in the mean time we have a bunch to do with cleaning, packing, and eventually in the next 60 days moving into my father in law's home.

 

[Flueky88]

That's true Gagrlinpitt. Now to wait and see. I don't even have to wait a week for AF now. I'm thankful I don't know that many real life pregnant women. There is one at work and she is going to be induced Saturday. She was still at work yesterday. I'm curious to see if there today. I hope it's not to taxing getting things prepped at FIL house.

 

[Gagrlinpitt]

That's true Gagrlinpitt. Now to wait and see. I don't even have to wait a week for AF now. I'm thankful I don't know that many real life pregnant women. There is one at work and she is going to be induced Saturday. She was still at work yesterday. I'm curious to see if there today. I hope it's not to taxing getting things prepped at FIL house.

I'm keeping my FX this is your month!!

 

[Ajangel25]

Flueky- might be implantation dip!! It's the perfect time for it! Sheesh your night sounds crazy! Does it happen a lot like that where you get called in the middle of the night?

ABMommy- so exciting!! My Doppler saved me a lot of anxiety.

Afm, had my scan with the specialist yesterday. It was the longest appt ever- 3 hours! The ultrasound was awesome though, we even saw baby yawn! And we finally saw his face in 3D.. I think he looks just like my husband! As far as the kidney issue he still has extra fluid in them. They will check me again in 6 weeks and hopefully it'll have resolved by then (most of the time it resolves). If it doesn't resolve by birth he'll have to see a pediatric nephrologist after birth. But I'm betting it'll resolve since his is a mild form.. At least I'm hoping!

 

[faye1019]

Flueky: Hopefully that's a nice implantation dip! FX for you!

AJ: So cool that you got to see a yawn! Blows my mind!

I officially ovulated! Whoop, whoop! Am 4 DPO now and just chilling. Have way low expectations for this cycle, but so happy to have ovulated and now just getting a sense of what my LP looks like.

Also, dumb question, but should I really not be drinking at this point? Going to dinner with friends tonight and there will be LOTS of suspicion if I don't drink (plus I'd love just one cocktail!?)... Want to be responsible, of course and would love your advice.

 

[Ajangel25]

Faye- yay your chart looks great!! And you definitely o'd!! From what I've read a lot of girls "drink till its pink" meaning they'll drink until they get their BFP. I don't know if I've seen any research showing either way it being harmful or not in the TWW but I think you would be ok if you wanted to!

 

[faye1019]

Thanks AJ! Yeah, I just did a bit of research myself. Seems like it doesn't hurt, but some women choose not to. I think I feel comfortable with one drink... not planning on slamming shots or anything crazy!

 

[Elle.T.]

Yea I read that too about not using too much, It hurt though? How? was it the inserting it?

Elle- I used preseed a few times but don't use as much as the box says because it's wayyyy too much! Lol. I did use it the cycle of my BFP but I don't know if it contributed or not. It can't hurt though!

 

[Elle.T.]

We dont use lube at all so this will be all new for us, I dont have any issues with ummm.... excitement. Lol but I have been noticing a decline of EWCM so I figure maybe this could hep.

Elle: I have used Preseed this cycle (but not using the applicators) because I don't have very much CM. We just use it like regular lube... I definitely miss using Astroglide, but don't want to kill those spermies!

 

[Elle.T.]

@Faye I wouldn't stress to much I not drink during the tww because I find that ttc can be a little stressful and I dont want to put to much pressure on myself. I figure I have 9 months of not drinking in my future. Lol