Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[DannaD]

Patience, it was darker than usual but still neg thursday at 9, almost positive friday morning, back to darker but neg friday evening, and neg ever since. Oh well, it has to work at some point :/

 

[cdex67]

I'm CD11 today and haven't touched an opk yet. Pretty proud of myself, although it's getting harder not to lol I may buy a couple cheapie ones tomorrow but really trying not to. No sign of ov yet but still really early, especially for me. Temps are still really consistent with the new thermometer, so that should make it easier to see a rise

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Its Sunday night here. I think AF is done with me. Umm...ok...two days it is.

Now...to wait for those crosshairs on my chart!!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Hi ladies! Sorry I'm reading everything but haven't been responding.

Patience - sorry about your head! Boo! To answer your question, yes I'm taking clomid this cycle in hopes we still get to bd around the right time.

Turtle- my Greatmama is improving in the sense that the infection in her colon is going away, but getting worse otherwise. She's ready to go into the next life. So we are just waiting for her to go. And she will go when she wants to go. It could be today or 3 weeks from now. The dr gave her 5 days - 1 week to live on Thursday. It's now been 4 days. It's a torture waiting game.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Aww, charlie. So sorry to hear that. Be strong!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Thank you ms Elizabeth♡

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Went thru it last year with my grandfather and almost last month with my dad.

Sucks! Hang in there, stay positive and talk about all the fun you had.

Sorry to hear have to go thru this.

 

[patienceiav]

Danna that sounds quite frustrating :/ hope you get some answers when you're back home and can temp properly!

Charlie, big hugs to you! She is ready it seems, it's just us who get left behind who suffer hope you get to see her soon! Glad you're on the chlomid this month still.

Sorry about your grandad and dad Elizabeth, I've been through that too heal in your own time, not anyone else's idea of when you should be ok.

Afm definitely out temp was ok but spotting a bit and bfn right on schedule! Af i can handle, just not chemical pg.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Thx patience.....dad beats the odds. Gave him a 10% chance....and he is still here! But...still puts things in perspective.

You're right...own time. Made me realize there are many things I want to have dad see me accomplish. Child for one. So here I am!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Morning ladies....

So this morning i thought id start my opk testing. So...woke up. Got my cup.
My strip... Dip in. 1 2 3. Remove. Shower. Look at strip.

The result area is this purple cloud. It's like it didnt suck up enough stuff.

Not off to a great start am i. But, my temp dipped too. Happy Monday

 

[DannaD]

Courage Charlie, it takes a lot of strenght to say goodbye

Today temp is more hot than usual, not amazingly so..., but I actually felt a bit hot waking up so that might be just it

 

[patienceiav]

I usually leave mine in for 5-10 seconds never managed to dip too long yet!

Is turns out I have a mild concussion, staying in the sofa for a day or 2 to see if it gets better

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Clearly a newbie mistake on my part! Ill try again...at work. Lol. How do I carry a pee stick back to my desk. Lol

Poor patience. Rest that head!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Patience....so just tried again...waited like you said until I saw it sucked up more than counting to 3. Got two lines. Lol. Damn...first one is darker than I thought it should be.

This will be interesting

 

[patienceiav]

Got a big handbag? Lol, I tried that a few times, wasn't worth the stress

Sigh, just waiting to see if the spotting gets worse which it should do, hate this last part even my chemicals had shown up by now but can't help hold out the last hope till the temp and the boobs go down!

 

[twinkie2]

Big charlie, so sorry. I hope that you and your family can find peace and comfort whenever she decides to find hers. Thinking of you dear!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Patience....lol....I was thinking an eyeglass case

Twinkie....well said.

 

[Turtle0630]

Charmed, that's terrible!!! I would be traumatized too, yuck!!!

Charlie, big . I'm so sorry. Hang in there, I know it's not easy. All the lovely ladies on here are right, it takes courage to say goodbye. Twinkie, that's very well said! Charlie, are you still waiting to fly out to see her? I really hope you can find peace whenever it's time for her to go, and I agree to not rush your healing and grieving time...take all the time you need.

Ms Elizabeth, I'm glad to hear that your dad pulled through when he was going through something similar! That's amazing!

Patience, yikes! Get some rest, girly! And no more hitting your head on cabinets! I'm still keeping everything crossed that the spotting doesn't get worse, as your temps are still looking really good!

Afm, my temps started dropping more this morning, so I'm guessing I'll be out soon. I had such high hopes this month! The temps are still well above the cover line but I think heading down can only be a bad sign. I guess we'll just wait and see what tomorrow brings. I'm a little confused though, I really haven't had any spotting this month which I've had off and on for days before AF every other month. I had what I thought was spotting last Wednesday but it never really developed into proper spotting after all. It was just brown tinged when I checked my cm and a tiny bit on tp that I had to squint to see (sorry, TMI). Not enough for me to even count it as spotting in FF in my opinion. So maybe at the very least, my body is getting to the point where it's not spotting anymore leading up to AF? A girl can dream!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Thank you so much ladies ♡ I really am so glad I have ask of you to Talk to. Yes we are still waiting to fly out. We won't be flying out until she's gone unfortunately. Is too up in the air as to when she will decide to go. And I can't afford to go more than once. I can't really afford to go at all, but I can make it work for one trip down. ♡♡

 

[twinkie2]

I'm glad you'll at least be making the trip to tell her your final goodbyes, don't worry, she'll still hear you