Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[twinkie2]

If I'm understanding what you are saying, yes low for you sounds like it would be closer to the wall when you are checking. Everyone's body is different so don't be concerned that your experience may not mash up with the books. It takes several months of doing this to really start to get a handle on your body, just make notes whenever something seems different so you can start to distinguish patterns

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Dear lord....if thats low...im scared to see high!

Im trying here!! Ill wait till o time when I should change...to compare.

Best way to think of what im doing....sitting down...in goes my measuring finger...straight in....
Its the perfect distance....I push down and hit some wall...push up my finger hits cervix. So the cervix rests on my finger. Since its not straight...takes my whole finger to reach...hence why I thought high

Igh, nothing is easy

 

[twinkie2]

Some can't even reach their cervix when it's high, you'll figure it out, just be patient with yourself, it's tough to not question everything.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Thanks twinkie. Changed chart...now im not fertile. Makes more sense since af just finished. Ill keep it at low until next week when I should o. That should change a little. We will see!

 

[patienceiav]

Goodness what a challenge you have there but yeah, everyone is different so just do it every day and you'll eventually distinguish what's high and low for just you

Well this mornings temp definitely sealed the deal! Didn't get to test since I woke up an hour late for work, God damnit stupid head! Definitely going to the Dr tomorrow, been struggling to wake up since Sunday first day back to work too! Just gonna sir patiently and wait for af, cp feels lower today but still no more spotting! The boobs are going so that's definitely that I'm ok though, HSG on Tuesday if af hurries up!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Lol, patience....told you its a silly question!

 

[patienceiav]

Haha no questions are silly for ttc before starting this journey I guarantee not one of us thought about when we ovulate, what comes out of us (or what to do with the stuff that comes in) how sore our boobs are and if we had a dizzy spell, and being late a day never meant anything! it's a funny old journey, I have to laugh at it!

I'm in good spirits today, after the chemicals it's just a relief to have regular af and not another chemical! Lots of cramping and mild spotting so she surely on her way

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Thank you all for putting up with me!!

Sorry to hear about your cramping....but you're right...relief is a positive thing. You ladies have so much strength!

I'm such a newbie on cycle 2....i really appreciate everything!

 

[twinkie2]

Patience, glad you are going to the dr, seems like you should be feeling better by now maybe?? I don't know a lot on head injuries though. And not happy on AF for you as I wanted a bfp, but I can completely understand the hurdle of the normal LP for you with no chemical, so kuddos on that I guess! Now I hope AF is nice and quick for your hsg next week!

 

[Charmed86]

Aw, Patience, I'm so sorry your temp has dipped.. But what an impressive LP!! Hopefully AF isn't too heavy for you & finishes in time for your HSG

Omg, MsE! You crack me up!!! My cervix is so high atm, I can barely feel it! What I thought was initially high, was infact medium! And low for me, is pretty low.

Danna, I'm so sorry to hear about your OH My OH was recently made redundant. Thankfully he's got some job offers so FX things aren't too stressful for you.

Twinkie, how are you getting on?

AFM, Things are progressing nicely here.. Just waiting to O. All signs point at O, except for temps & tests. Grr. CP is high, CM is wet/EWCM. I've had to get my head back in the game as far as weight loss goes, I've been maintaining, which is great, but I still have a lot to lose! I'm doing weight watchers & just worked out how many points I earned doing my job.. 13pp!! Ack! No wonder I've been maintaining despite eating loads of rubbish. It's my OH's bday today, the big 3-0! We're not really doing anything, cooking some steak for dinner and maybe a little BDing

 

[cdex67]

Positive opk today, yay!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

charmed....LOL, glad you're laughing...cause in the bathroom...i'm fishing around like i lost something...

BUT....today i am not closed! not sure if i'm open or medium...but not closed! baby steps!! literally!! I'm still saying low...maybe medium....

on the wall at home, i put a post it note...tells me what i should be at....near AF and near O....to remind me what is "normal" cause clearly what i thought was high....was low. headache!!! i'll get it eventallY

so today i'm going to say medium...maybe open but let's stick to medium....soft (cause i don't know what medium/hard feels like yet) and...low that was a workout!!

hope these data doesn't mess up my O chart! started testing opk....early i know but...just wanted to get a handle on that before the actual date starts! so far...i see a faint line...so at least i know it will get darker!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Positive opk today, yay!

SWEET!!!

 

[patienceiav]

Thanks Twinkie, it's endlessly frustrating still being here, I've been in this thread since page 1 it's upsetting but I've come to terms that it won't happen without help, I just can't handle much more when doing nothing to help (since what I try doesn't seem to make a difference and I can't tell the specialist I use progesterone cream cuz she'd go mad!) I'm just trying to look on the bright side but on to 14th month of stressing over bd and stressing over 2ww and crying over lost beans, it's just crazy I'm still here and I will go crazy soon! Going to to comfort myself into an early grave tonight

 

[Turtle0630]

Hi ladies, I'm sorry I've been a little MIA, my grandma passed away today. She lived 2 1/2 hours away and DH, my sister and I were making a mad dash to get there in time, and thankfully we did and were able to tell her goodbye. I'm so heartbroken, yet so happy at the same time that she's no longer in pain. It's never easy to say goodbye, even when you know it's time.

Oh, and AF arrived yesterday after all with a major temp dip this morning, so I'm clearly out. On to next month. I must say though, I am definitely planning on having some drinks tonight as I mourn so I'm honestly happy to know one way or another and not still be wondering, and be able to actually have those drinks.

 

[cdex67]

Sorry about your grandmother turtle, I lost mine a year and a half ago. I've been there. Hugs.

Sorry about AF too but glad you can enjoy some drinks.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

So sorry turtle. Glad you made it. Thinking of you and your family.

 

[twinkie2]

So sorry turtle

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

So sorry about your grandmother turtle! ♡♡♡♡♡

 

[patienceiav]

Sorry for your loss Turtle, hope you get some time with your family