Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[Ms Elizabeth]

Lol, ladies....this is Cdex time!!! I'm not going to crash it! I want her to revel in the BFP!!!

Tomorrow morning ill use my FMU and retest. We will see what color i get. I'm prob scared. Mainly cause we really need to wait a few months till we get our BFP....but with my luck, I'd get it now. Haha. I have a tiny apartment. OH moved in....we have his kids every two days....its a full house here....adding one more....gulp. Lol

But...much love to all you ladies who encourage me! I'm truly lucky to have you All to help me learn whats what with this body!!!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Thank you all so much! I can't wait to see more beautiful bfps!

Do you have to wait till Monday for an appt? I assume so....torture!!!

 

[cdex67]

I'm going to try calling tomorrow but my doctors office is super busy so we'll see. I agree with these ladies though, don't worry about me, focus on YOUR bfp!

 

[Wtbam]

Please MsE, I mean this in the best way possible, but there are a few people on this thread who have been here from the very beginning who would give absolutely anything to get their BFP, so please be aware when you are making flippant comments about not wanting/not being ready for your BFP yet that this might really affect them.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

oh no, that is not what I mean at all!!!

please no one take offense as that's not what I meant. it was more of...preparing myself just in case it's not.

I want the focus on cdex and her most exciting time. I wasn't going to say anything about my odd test...but was curious what the faint line meant. i'm thrown off by everyone saying it's positive. so am I ready, oh hell yeah. but am I scared as I just thought naively this would take a long time, yes. whatever my results are...i'm SOO ready. one way or another, I will find a way to make it work.

to everyone else, I deeply apologize for anything that came across the wrong way. never never my intentions. i'll take a step back for a while.

CONGRATS again cdex! to everyone else, stay strong and positive!

 

[Charmed86]

I have to say, MsE.. if you don't want the bfp, I would certainly swap places with you!

Congrats cdex, the story of your OH is so sweet I hope you're able to get your blood test, but don't worry if you can't. I don't think blood tests are always done here, not eight at the beginning anyway. My Drs always say that the +hpt is usually enough for them!

Afm - 5dpo & a dip.. again! Weird. Tmi, but I've been feeling so horny these last few days! Must be now the pressure is off, we can do it for fun again! My last week of dog walking starts tomorrow.. everyone seemed to take it well! So nervous about starting my new job! Counting down the days totest.. I honestly think I've missed the egg this month though. Trying to stay positive about it, but trying to see the silver lining if it doesn't happen this month too. I'd got it in my head that I would get my bfp this month & hadn't even considered getting a bfn! Strange how my mind works! Bah. How is everyone else?

 

[DannaD]

I've officially did everythig I can think of to induce AF/ovulate, I'm taking vitex, evening primerose oil, dong quai, raspberry leaf tea, even made some fresh parlsey tea... And nothig is happening yet. I'm starting to think I'll really have to wait it out for a long time, and TTCing while not knowing what my body is doing seems really hard.
To top it of my doctor is insisting that I take an horribly invasive test in the next month as she is worried about some test results from my last check up; now I'm not only worried about my cycles, but also praying I don't have cancer. I'm feeling so low

 

[patienceiav]

Thanks for the explanation MsE, my heart dropped reading your posts, I understand if it's awkward timing for you but it's upsetting enough being the longest ttcer in the thread watching people get bfps after less months then they can count on one hand, it sounded like you really weren't interested in your bfp at all! Testing in a few days will give you a more concrete answer!

Good to hear from you charmed sounds like you're transitioning smoothly so far one temp generally means nothing is don't dwell on it, if it happens after around 10dpo it can be a bad indicator but this early it's just a fluctuation as the progesterone builds up, I had one this morning and I'm a day behind you Looks like me you and turtle will be testing together!

 

[patienceiav]

Aww sorry Danna I'm super glad they're doing something though, bring told to essentially fuck off and stop wasting their time is heart breaking! I have all my fx for you that it's something much less sinister than cancer and much more treatable, and knowing what is up is such a relief in its own (obviously not if it's cancer I'm sure but knowing that is equally important!) I'm being told everything is fine but we'll do more tests when it blatantly isn't! It's driving me up the wall!

 

[Charmed86]

I've officially did everythig I can think of to induce AF/ovulate, I'm taking vitex, evening primerose oil, dong quai, raspberry leaf tea, even made some fresh parlsey tea... And nothig is happening yet. I'm starting to think I'll really have to wait it out for a long time, and TTCing while not knowing what my body is doing seems really hard.
To top it of my doctor is insisting that I take an horribly invasive test in the next month as she is worried about some test results from my last check up; now I'm not only worried about my cycles, but also praying I don't have cancer. I'm feeling so low

I'm really sorry Danna It's so upsetting. I remember when I was ttc before & didn't get AF for months, it was heartbreaking. Can your Dr give you anything to bring AF on? Like provera or something similar? I wish I could say something to help, I've never been faced with the possibility of having cancer so I have no idea how awful that must feel. I'm sure it's worth getting the tests done to rule it out though. I'm really hoping there's nothing there & you'll get the all clear! xxx

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

patience....see...that's not at all what I meant. I guess what I was trying to say...was being very respectful of those trying longer....and for me...to just have the possibility of getting a bfp in two months...it threw me off...plus, looking around going...wait wait...I just had it in my mind it would take a while...do I want it, yes! am I ready? yes!

I deeply apologize for all if it came across any other way. I haven't been trying long, so I am so utterly respectful of those trying longer. clearly, it all came across wrong.

I apologize again to all. not at all my intentions. I will be respectful of everyone and step back for a while to ensure this doesn't happy again.

 

[DannaD]

Thanks girls, I'll let you all know how it goes. I'll probably start freaking out big time when the appointement comes around.
My doctor is a very nice lady who really cares and I know she is worried and just want to rule out the worse but it being even a slight possibility is terrifying. I'm currently thinking about creating a life, not fighting for my own, it puts everything in perspective

@charmed, for my AF, she won't do anything until 6 months off the pill, and obviously she is more concerned about other things for now... I'm such a control freak too, this sucks.

 

[Charmed86]

Thanks for the explanation MsE, my heart dropped reading your posts, I understand if it's awkward timing for you but it's upsetting enough being the longest ttcer in the thread watching people get bfps after less months then they can count on one hand, it sounded like you really weren't interested in your bfp at all! Testing in a few days will give you a more concrete answer!

Good to hear from you charmed sounds like you're transitioning smoothly so far one temp generally means nothing is don't dwell on it, if it happens after around 10dpo it can be a bad indicator but this early it's just a fluctuation as the progesterone builds up, I had one this morning and I'm a day behind you Looks like me you and turtle will be testing together!

It's So weird as the same thing happened at 5dpo last cycle too! Although no spotting this month.. yet! Aw we'll be testing buddies! I was thinking earlier, if I can test at 9dpo, I would love to get a bfp as it's my 12yr anniversary with DH! FX for us both! xxx

 

[Charmed86]

Thanks girls, I'll let you all know how it goes. I'll probably start freaking out big time when the appointement comes around.
My doctor is a very nice lady who really cares and I know she is worried and just want to rule out the worse but it being even a slight possibility is terrifying. I'm currently thinking about creating a life, not fighting for my own, it puts everything in perspective

@charmed, for my AF, she won't do anything until 6 months off the pill, and obviously she is more concerned about other things for now... I'm such a control freak too, this sucks.

That's so frustrating, but like you say, the priority should be on making sure you're ok! I get so freaked out by tests, hopefully it's over with quickly and you can move on. Have you got a date for it yet? Sending hugs xxx

 

[DannaD]

No not yet, I'm waiting on my test results by mail with the info on the specialist to contact. In the past years I had to have ultrasounds for this same problem, which I dealt with much better than this time. A cystoscopy just sounds horrible, and it is the final step to rule out cancer; on the bright side if they don't see anything the chance they could miss it is under 1%

 

[DannaD]

Patience, why are they blowing you off? what do you think is wrong?

 

[Turtle0630]

MsE, thank you for explaining! I understand being scared, I really do! I'm so very happy for you and can't wait to hear how your testing continues to go! I obviously can't speak for everyone else but I personally really don't think you need to take a step back! (Unless you want to of course!) It was a misunderstanding and we love having you here!

Danna, so sorry! I really hope everything goes okay in your testing and I really, really hope they don't find cancer! Please keep us updated!

 

[Charmed86]

No not yet, I'm waiting on my test results by mail with the info on the specialist to contact. In the past years I had to have ultrasounds for this same problem, which I dealt with much better than this time. A cystoscopy just sounds horrible, and it is the final step to rule out cancer; on the bright side if they don't see anything the chance they could miss it is under 1%

I've had that done! Honestly, it was nowhere near as bad as I'd built it up to be in my head! If you can, make sure you have someone in there to talk to while it's happening. The nurse spoke to me the entire time and really put me at ease! I was so anxious that they put me at the front of the queue as well. Hugs. Really hoping for positive news for you!

 

[DannaD]

Thank you Charmed, it's good to hear it wasn't as bad as it sounds, it's all I have been thinking about it the last days. Might I ask why you had to have this done?

 

[Wtbam]

DannaD, i was in the same position as you so i know exactly how you feel. I had a nearly 200 day cycle of nothing after coming off bc (dianette) and i literally tried every thing. The thing that finally popped an egg out was going on the gi diet (it took 3 weeks fromstrarting the diet to ovulation!) and i am now 33 weeks pregnant.Some of the old timers on here will remember my story. If you want to chat let me know xx