Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[cdex67]

Thinking of you danna!!

 

[DannaD]

It's completly out this morning at 9dpo. I'm glad to know but now I think it won't go back to positive : (
Thanks for all the good lucks ladied!

 

[Turtle0630]

Good morning, ladies! Danna, I'm sorry that the faint line you were seeing yesterday was actually from the shot, but I'm also glad that you now know. So if (WHEN!) you get another line later this week, you'll really know that it's for real! FX!!!

I can't shake this good feeling that I have this month, I feel like all the signs are pointing towards me actually being pregnant! I really don't like being so hopeful though because I feel like I'm just going to be that much more disappointed when AF does arrive. She should be here tomorrow or Wednesday though, so I'm planning on holding out until Thursday to test, if she doesn't arrive. And in the meantime, I'm totally holding my breath and watching for any and every sign of her!

How is everyone else doing?

 

[DannaD]

There's a squinter on the test this pm... If I have to get through that whole trigger shot again, can you ladies gently remind me I don't actually want to test early? I'm torturing myself xD

I have a great feeling about you Turtle! You are so strong not to test, but I so understand why it's better that way! I'll send you anti AF waves tomorrow and wednesday ;P

 

[Turtle0630]

Oh, Danna!!!!...can the squinter tonight be for a really bfp?!? If it was out of your system this morning...? Ahhh, I'm so excited and hopeful for you!!! When are you testing again??

Thank you so much, I appreciate it! I certainly don't feel strong, with my obsession right now and all!

 

[DannaD]

I'll test tomorrow morning. If I get a BFN I'll know the trigger fluctuates through the day and won't test again until thursday
I'm trying to brace myself for a BFN tomorrow but it's tough!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Danna, STOP TESTING! lol 😘 I kid.

Turtle, I have a good feeling for you too!! 😘

AFM: I'm just waiting over here. AF is scheduled for around the 14th so I'm no where near testing.

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Oh ladies! Wishing you all !!

I shall do my dance

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Ugh ladies, I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to get a BFP this cycle. But I fear that will not be happening. My nips aren't tender anymore. I really don't want to have to travel 4 hours each way to get IUI done. *whine*

 

[patienceiav]

I hope this isn't the trigger playing with you Danna! Your lp is already better than last month, that's something to celebrate

Charlie and turtle I have everything crossed! Use those positive vibes, tell your uterus to listen up

I ate way too much candy this weekend, I've felt sick for days!

 

[DannaD]

Charlie, if it can make you feel better, I have absolutly 0 symptoms and I do have the pregnancy hormones going through me, fake or not, so I wouldn't think much about boobs hurting or not : )

Turtle how are you feeling today? No signs of the witch I hope!

Patience, hahaha, sorry, that reminded me of last halloween when I overdosed on chocolates.

AFM, there's a line this morning, so faint it could be in my head (it's not, but you get the point). So it's lighter than yesterday's evening, darker than yesterday morning since there was nothing... and I'm gonna say it's the trigger still and stop testing and wait for AF like a good girl.

 

[cdex67]

I had no symptoms at all when I got my bfp

Danna, still checking in on you. Anxiously awaiting that definite bfp my lines were always darker in the afternoon/evening btw.

 

[Turtle0630]

Danna, I'm excited for you, I really hope that this means that it's your REAL bfp! Like Cdex said, some women have stronger lines in the evening so you never know! When is AF due?

Charlie, I'm SO hoping that you caught it this month, and don't end up needing to start IUI next month! 4 hours away?! That's crazy!!! FX!!!

Patience, that's funny about the candy. For some reason I didn't even eat my first piece until yesterday! I don't know what's wrong with me. I brought some to work today though!

Well, I wasn't strong after all and I broke down and tested again this morning. Stark white bfn. I'm 13-14dpo today (FF says 13 but I'm not sure based on O pains) so AF should be due today or tomorrow. There's no signs of her yet but I really don't think I'd still be getting a bfn this late in the game if I was actually pregnant. I'm so sad, I really, REALLY thought this was the month. This is why I don't let myself get hopeful, it just makes my disappointment that much more crushing.

 

[DannaD]

Oh Turtle, you are not out yet, and you are strong, testing earlier or not.

You know how I struggle with hope too, and when I test again on friday (13dpo), I know a BFN will hurt more than a slap on the face, but I can't shake that happy feeling I had the last couple days just thinking that maybe it could be a real BFP, and that feeling is worth something for me, even though it will hurt if it isn't to be. I don't know if I'm making much sense, second language and all, but I'm sending you huge hugs.

 

[patienceiav]

Aww Turtle I'm sorry the pain of a bfn or af is horrid, but I find the pain of going the whole 2ww not thinking there's a chance is on the whole worse

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Thanks ladies! Makes me feel so much better knowing I don't HAVE to have symptoms right away 😊 maybe we did get lucky this cycle! I still have about a week left of waiting so we shall see.

Turtle, you never know! You could be like my sister and get a BFP late. She was like 2 weeks late before she got her BFP with her youngest. ( he's 3 now). I'm hoping for you still!

Danna, when is AF due?

 

[DannaD]

No idea, I don't usually O. If I go by the standard 14days LP, something like Sunday?
But OH is out on a buisiness trip this week and comming back on Friday night so if I could give him some good news then I'd be so happy.

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Yeah that's tough to judge

 

[Turtle0630]

Danna, what you said made perfect sense and I thank you so much for it! I know I've said over and over that I prefer not to have hope at all because then I'm not nearly as disappointed when AF does arrive. And honestly, this cycle is hurting a lot getting a bfn because I did have so much hope. But you are absolutely right...I have been so happy the last few days and it's because I've had that hope and genuinely thought I am...and that happiness the hope has brought me really has been great! Thank you for putting that into perspective and into words!

Thanks ladies, for being so supportive and encouraging! I do really appreciate it. Charlie and Danna, I can't wait for you ladies to test (again)!

 

[DannaD]

Big hugs and love ladies! :')

On a tmi note, I just had so much creamy cm fall off, I thought I peed myself or AF was there. Is this normal for thw 2ww? Does it mean AF is on the way?