Team Angels

[Chilli]

Thanks Peaches - you're a star!

 

[Chilli]

All poerfect at scan today - could clearly see all the limbs and he/she was dancing around all over the place - so pleased. Might actually start believing sometime.

Thanks for all your continued support

 

[Peach Blossom]

Yay!!! so pleased for you. What did they say about the bleeding?

 

[Chilli]

He had a bit of a look round and said there was nothing obvious causing it and as bubs is fine to try not to worry (right!!??). So happy that growth is all fine, wish the bleeding would stop but can cope if it's inconsequential. AM actually getting a bit excited now! Might finally get my family

 

[Peach Blossom]

I'm so excited for you!! how far along are you now? Xx

 

[RobenR]

Chilli that is wonderful news! So happy for you! Congrats!

 

[Chilli]

9 and a half weeks now - a weeks further than any of my other babies made it

 

[Baby-Cakes]

Chilli I'm so happy for you!! x x x

 

[Tink1o5]

Congrats Chili. So happy and excited for you.

 

[bklove]

I'm excited for you chilli and i'm keeping you in my prayers. How are all my other angel ladies doing? Malcolm and i are well. He is starting to scoot around and is so alert, its amazing really. And its already 7 months!

 

[Kota]

wow! Ages since I came in here. Hope everyone is well!
have read back the last couple of pages, so many ladies pg again!
Chilli congratulations on your pregnancy! I had a massive bleed with P at about 9wks, and he's certainly here and thriving! Sending you lots of sticky dust and I hope that this one really is it for you.

 

[Rebaby]

Oh Chilli i am so relieved (and excited!) for you

And congratulations Roben It's lovely to see so many Team Angels ladies with second babies on the way.

Things seem to be going well here, although i find 1st trimester such an anxious time and wish i could fast forward a few weeks.

I think i am finding this pregnancy particularly hard with our last loss having been a MMC rather than a straight up and down MC like our first. The first time i MC it was horrendous but i simply started to bleed and bled for about a week and i knew it was all over, and i cried and cried but it was all quite straightforward actually.

The more recent loss was so much more complicated, i didn't bleed at all, and only had strange twinging pains and lightheadedness which is what made me go to EPU in the first place, and then it took 5 weeks, and 4 scans and a whole load of HCG levels later to find out that our pregnancy wasn't progressing for sure. And with it having been twins as well, i think that messed with my head even further, and then the fact i needed an ERPC...it's just made me very wary. I feel as though i can't relax even though i have no pain and no bleeding and plenty of symptoms as MMC is so sneaky. It's awful to walk around for 9 weeks thinking you're pregnant and feeling like you're pregnant only for someone to tell you the sacs are empty and it's all been in vain. I think it's going to be a loooong while before i relax into this pregnancy and properly start to enjoy it...

I'm looking forward to that day though And looking at Toby and thinking what it would be like with two of him running rings around me in a couple of years time really brings a smile to my face

 

[Chilli]

Hey Kota - great to hear from you again - how's it all going?

Rebaby - I know eactly how you feel re MMCs - all of mine have been + ERPC so I think I will live in fear until October really - then I'll be too sleep deprived to relax!!!?? I don't think I knew that you found out they were twins - what a pity

Thanks for all your kind comments - I was 10 weeks yesterday and I swear I can feel the baby moving sometimes - just a little flutter - course it might be wind!?

Wow BK - 7 months - where does it go - treasure every moment -I guess we all do in here?

 

[Peach Blossom]

Hey Kota!

Chilli, yay for 10 weeks!!

Rebaby, I had so many early scans with Lili and each time I was dreading hearing those heart breaking words from the sonographer. Even now she's here safely, if I were to get pg again I would live in the same fear. It's perfectly natural to worry. We all know better than to tell each other blindly that everything will be ok, but I can send you lots of and xxx

 

[RobenR]

Rebaby, I live in total fear that something will go wrong with this one as well. I have near driven DH to insanity since he's the only one that knows (other than you ladies). I won't rest easy until I get more levels, get more scans and know that things are ok. Tomorrow I have repeat bloodwork and am praying that my levels are going up. I'm dealing with someone different than I did for Jean-Luc and he doesn't understand the anxiety and fear since his wife never lost a child. When are you due?

Chilli - congrats on 10 weeks! Such good news!

 

[bklove]

wow, I didn't realize so many ladies were on baby number two. Good luck to you ladies. I can definetly understand the mixed feelings. I'm not looking forward to that part of ttc and I hope its easier the 2nd time.

 

[Chilli]

Whoop whoop - he/she is jumping all over the place again today!!! I'm so happy with the care I'm recieving this time - I'm finally getting what I would've hoped for all along - they seem happy to scan me every week if I like. I have 12 weeks next Friday - then one at 15 weeks when all my meds are finished. I'm nealry at the end of first tri and can't quite believe it!

How are you all?

 

[Peach Blossom]

Oh how fantastic!!! I'm so so happy for you. You deserve this so much. xx

 

[Baby-Cakes]

Fab news Chilli, so pleased for you and as Peach says you totally deserve this xxx

 

[RobenR]

Wonderful news Chilli! So glad you're almost out of first tri!