Awww thanks emma! Had to resize it a bit so itd fit in my siggy (iv had a siggy removed 4 being too big
made me sad so dnt want it 2 happen agen!)
W4B - Ino wat u mean bout busy xmas shopping. God im normally the most impatient person ever wth being barged around etc. Unfortuantly im also ridiculously polite so i smile then walk off muttering profanities under my breath lol. Aw poor u bout the ice skating a well. Tho i cant rlly relate - i HATE iceskating.
Iv bin twice and its just cold, slippy and painful
I hurt for days and i couldnt stay upright wen i was doing it 4 more than 30 secs
Hannah - Argh men r so unpredictable so much of the time, specially wen it matters! Hope he texts u soon, if not - his loss!
I could of killed my mum last night. Tommy had a sore tummy with wind and started crying while i was tryin to rub it to help hkim release - the woman jumps up like the house was on fire and basically made me hand him over coz he was upset.
I AM HIS MOTHER! Like shes so good so much of the time, i can see she rly tries hard to stip herself from interfering but sumtimes she breaks without thinking and it makes me feel like crap
I ended up in tears wen i went to bed last night
Then agen i have bin evry nyt 4 the last cuple weeks.
Its rlly weird, i generally feel ok in the day but as soon as my head touches the pillow i feel awful. I feel lyk me n cav r hitting a brick wall and im failing at bein a mum, i have no real friends nemore n i have no idea what it is i enjoy doing to cheer myself up.
Im a big bag of confusedness
Ah well, im off to sort out an erly dinner...
hope every1s ok xxxx
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I'm really looking forward to it. If it gets too much, I can stop whenever, but I need to get back! 
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