Whats going on hun? feel free to message meTbh I am so fucking furious about so many things right now I don't even know where to start!
Tbh i'm feeling paranoid today :/ my oh asked to borrow money to go see his mates next weekend (he usually has money btw lol just we spent it all when we where away and in getting payed next a couple of days before him) anyway I don't know why but you know sometimes get this bad feeling? I dunno so i cheked his fb messages (I know I shouldn't but I do when I get a gut feeling and because oh kissed another girl at the start of our relationship, and I dunno I've never felly trusted him since) anyways it turns out my bad feeling might be right... It is a girl he is going to see a girl that I know he has been with in the past (before we got together btw) nothing funny was said like it all seema friendly and nothelp as if he is going down to cheat or anything but I can't help but feel paranoid about the lots of kisses at the end of every sentence and her saying she misses him and asking more then once over the past few months if he is still with me and my oh saying he misses her too.....and the fact that my oh said to me he needed the money o go see sone mates...which was kinda a lie? i know I might sound like I'm completely over thinking all of this but I can't help how i feel.....now I can't bring myself to ask him who exactly is he going to visit incase he lies and even if he does say who it is I'm still not happy him goibg to see her .... Am I being totally out of order here?,
I don't know, I'm feeling really weird atm, up then down and really panickyYou okay lorna? Xxxx
Tbh Jason is ONE in just 10 weeks
Tbh i'm feeling paranoid today :/ my oh asked to borrow money to go see his mates next weekend (he usually has money btw lol just we spent it all when we where away and in getting payed next a couple of days before him) anyway I don't know why but you know sometimes get this bad feeling? I dunno so i cheked his fb messages (I know I shouldn't but I do when I get a gut feeling and because oh kissed another girl at the start of our relationship, and I dunno I've never felly trusted him since) anyways it turns out my bad feeling might be right... It is a girl he is going to see a girl that I know he has been with in the past (before we got together btw) nothing funny was said like it all seema friendly and nothelp as if he is going down to cheat or anything but I can't help but feel paranoid about the lots of kisses at the end of every sentence and her saying she misses him and asking more then once over the past few months if he is still with me and my oh saying he misses her too.....and the fact that my oh said to me he needed the money o go see sone mates...which was kinda a lie? i know I might sound like I'm completely over thinking all of this but I can't help how i feel.....now I can't bring myself to ask him who exactly is he going to visit incase he lies and even if he does say who it is I'm still not happy him goibg to see her .... Am I being totally out of order here?,
Tbh, I need some friends It's saturday night and I'm bored, drinking a glass of wine and feeling like shit :/