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TBH I feel like just urgh. Everyone is moving forward with their lives, and I feel like I've been stuck for the last 3 years, it's my fault and it sucks. I hate being awkward and having no confidence. I just wish I could let go of all my fears and awkwardness, and just go do something so Alice and any future children have a better life. We can't just depend on OH.
 
Tbh, I have an interview for a flat on Wednesday. It's a really nice area too. But I don't wanna move out. :(

how exciting! there's a flat I want but I too don't want to move out, I know it's gonna get so much harder when I do but Oakley needs a whole bedroom just for all his stuff lmfao

hope it's nice though :) you might fall in love with it and decide moving out is what u want after all

It's really hard to decided if I should stay or go. I have it pretty easy here and Dougie has his own room. Staying here also means I could go back to college and have an in house babysitter!
But the in the other hand, I can have my own space and parent how I want to parent him.


Also, I forgot to quote you but...
If you aren't happy with Will then it will affect Oakley. If you don't want to be with him, then you might have to be the one that ends it. Especially if you know it's going to happen sooner or later, why prolong being unhappy? He will still be Oakley's dad.
:hugs:
 
Tbh I don't know why but I Always feel guilty when I do things I enjoy like go on my iPad or phone cos I feel I should spend every waking moment with Joshua... Blahdno why I feel like that. Also he's not allowing himself to nap by himself any more and it's bugging me a bit! He'd got soo good at it but I'm hoping its just a phase and hopefully he carries being on good at night.
I should come on here more I just find it hard finding time a lot of the time!
Also hoping to meet up with more mummy and baby friends from around my area as I just feel I need to meet new people and have some friends.
 
Tbh it really hits home how pathetic our reasons for moaning are when something like this happens. A mummy on my friends on fb has just had to turn her babies life support off :(
Please mummy's, just give your baby one extra cuddle tonight, no mummy should ever have to give their baby a last cuddle.
RIP baby Noah, fly high with the Angela xxx
 
:hugs: Oh I am so sorry. People tend to get caught up in their own life's issues, we forget that some people have it a whole lot worse..(not belittling anyone's problems on here!)

Tbh I feel soooo grateful that Devlin is doing well again. They changed his meds and he has had zero stomach problems since, it was all related to his esophigas not closing properly. I get to see my boy next weekend! It's my turn with him
 
My god, I want to rip my fucking uterus out and feed it to a great white shark :coffee:

Flipping cramps.
 
TBH i wish i was just married and on my own already. everyone i know is pregnant or are just having their babies and it makes me want another one like asap
 
Tbh who the hell tells someone who just got back from the first date in six months, and is finally feeling good for once, that the only reason anyone is interested in you is to get into your pants? Seriously? Well that sure makes me feel like crap. Thanks mum -.-


And tbh I think she realized she hurt my feelings big time cause now she wants to hear all about it. :| but now I don't wanna tell her
 
tbh i feel shite. i had to report FOB to the police for paedophilia. hope this feeling goes away, i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i've backstabbed them after they took me in when my mom kicked me out. i couldn't bear the thought of finley being groomed by an older man though so i had to :/ bleh
 
tbh i feel shite. i had to report FOB to the police for paedophilia. hope this feeling goes away, i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i've backstabbed them after they took me in when my mom kicked me out. i couldn't bear the thought of finley being groomed by an older man though so i had to :/ bleh

Big :hugs: you defo did the right thing. I was groomed by an old man at 14 and my head was all over the place for years, I'm so glad I sent him to jail cos when he got out he did it again and is now in for a very long time. These people need to be stopped and this is the only way :flower: don't let them make you feel like you did a bad thing.
 
tbh i feel shite. i had to report FOB to the police for paedophilia. hope this feeling goes away, i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i've backstabbed them after they took me in when my mom kicked me out. i couldn't bear the thought of finley being groomed by an older man though so i had to :/ bleh

Big :hugs: you defo did the right thing. I was groomed by an old man at 14 and my head was all over the place for years, I'm so glad I sent him to jail cos when he got out he did it again and is now in for a very long time. These people need to be stopped and this is the only way :flower: don't let them make you feel like you did a bad thing.

oh my god chick that's awful! :sad1: anyone who does stuff like that should get life imo, this country's too laid back when it comes to things like that. :nope: i hope you're ok now :hugs: there's some very sick people about, makes me fear for our generation of kids cos it's only getting worse :nope:
 
tbh i feel shite. i had to report FOB to the police for paedophilia. hope this feeling goes away, i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i've backstabbed them after they took me in when my mom kicked me out. i couldn't bear the thought of finley being groomed by an older man though so i had to :/ bleh


Definitely did the right thing! My friend's FOB is 24, been in court for having sex with a 13 year old, he's always at it with really young girls.. Best thing is to report it! :hugs:
 
tbh i feel shite. i had to report FOB to the police for paedophilia. hope this feeling goes away, i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i've backstabbed them after they took me in when my mom kicked me out. i couldn't bear the thought of finley being groomed by an older man though so i had to :/ bleh

It was the right thing to do. I would never be able to stand the thought of that happening to Devlin :( No one reported the guys who did that to me to the police and it resulted in me being raped at age 6. I wish someone had, then maybe a lot of things wouldn't have happened. You did the only thing you could :hugs::hugs::hugs:
 
Don't know if I should be surprised or not at the audacity that some of these single ladies in the Air Force have .. even to a man with a ring on his finger.

Have some fucking respect. Even if my husband was single, he'd have a hard time getting past all the pounds of fake tan you have on :coffee:
 
TBH First night of putting Alice in her cot awake was successful, and she didn't actually fuss as much as I thought!
 
i've got a college induction tomorrow and i'm shatting myself. i don't know anyone who's going there + when it comes to new people, i have the personality of a toilet.
help, blah.
 
Tbh I bought Brooke a gorgeous cardigan today and I put it in the wash and Damon knocked it to a 90 degree wash and I didn't realise!! It's ruined now and I wanna cry :cry:

^^ No idea why I wanna cry but guess I just liked it alot.
 
i've got a college induction tomorrow and i'm shatting myself. i don't know anyone who's going there + when it comes to new people, i have the personality of a toilet.
help, blah.

Good luck! I've got a uni induction, and I'm so worried... For our selection day, I pretended I was chatty and confident, so when they see I'm actually quiet and socially awkward, they may think I'm a fraud :haha:
 
i've got a college induction tomorrow and i'm shatting myself. i don't know anyone who's going there + when it comes to new people, i have the personality of a toilet.
help, blah.

Good luck! I've got a uni induction, and I'm so worried... For our selection day, I pretended I was chatty and confident, so when they see I'm actually quiet and socially awkward, they may think I'm a fraud :haha:

oh my god, good luck! :hugs:
you off to nottingham? -pokes your ticker- :haha:
aw don't worry, i'm really socially awkward too - there's gotta be some other socially awkward people you can socialise awkwardly with :haha: at my last 6th form someone said hi to me and i just stood there like :shock: they never spoke to me again :haha:
 

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