~~The May 2011 Roller Uppers~~

[ZoMo]

Good luck Moonbeam! Hope all goes well at hospital. Sounds like you have a good consultant there who is on top of it.

Congratulations Holly on baby Grant's safe arrival!! Its all very exciting with these babies cooking and babies now coming along!

 

[moonbeam38]

thanks but it doesnt look good....

dr has looked over everything & has requested me in again on monday for a scan as they are still concerned its tubal....

but the nurse has said that it doesnt seem to be progressing as it should & if not tubal then definately a failing pregnancy......

im trying to hope they are wrong but i think i know deep down.......
xx

 

[Cornish]

for you mb and hope they are wrong. Xxx

 

[LWood]

I hope they are wrong too...

 

[Mrs. J]

Oh hun, I hope they are wrong too!!! Praying for you, girl!

 

[dimplesmagee]

Aw, MB! I'm sorry for their doubt! I hope they are wrong and all goes okay on Monday!

 

[LittleBird]

Moonbeam, I'm thinking about you. Please keep us updated.

 

[moonbeam38]

thank you all...it really helps

well....that was as clear as mud!!!!!!
just back from hospital...had another scan,again small mass in uterus..was led to a ward & told the dr would be with me shortly....almost 4hrs later!!!!

anyway....my hcg levels have risen again (slowly) i was expecting a drop to be honest!! so after looking at my scan they have decided they are not 100% the mass they see isnt a psuedo sac & are still not ruling out ectopic
oh & i have a fibroid...great!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!!!! for fucks sake!!!!!!!!

so they offered me 3 options
a) i wait for nature to take its course....they dont recommend this just in case of rupture should it be ectopic
b) medical management - injection with follow up bloods for a while
c) laparoscopic procedure for removal (of the offending article!!!!!!!!!!! dr's word not mine!!!) FUMING

head is well & truly up my bum!!!! (which is apparently full of gas according to my scan ha ha ha ha)

so i came home to decide...they have said i am one of their more difficult cases???
the specialist is going to review my case in the morning & give me a call.....

for now i am having a glass of chardonnay & trying to make head or tail of this mess..... xxx

 

[MRS_HJO]

Oh Moonbeam, this makes me so sad. I'm praying for you.

 

[Girlnextdoor]

Moonbeam, I am so so sorry

 

[dimplesmagee]

I'm sorry MB~sounds like not a whole lot is making sense right now...I will pray for clarity and strength! *hugs*

 

[sthorp1179]

MB i am sorry about your news i don't know what i would do in your shoes because the doctors don't seem sure whats going on either! Have you felt any ectopic symptoms? my thoughts are with you hun x

 

[moonbeam38]

nothing really just a light bleed last week...i was genuinely surprised when they told me my hcg was still rising.....

i agree..they did admit they are completely baffled themselves so the dr is speaking to the specialist this morning who will want to scan me herself & HOPEFULLY make a proper diagnosis????

 

[sthorp1179]

I hope you get some answers soon because being in limbo is a shit place to be x strength and hugs to you hun xxx

 

[moonbeam38]

thank you....

they just rang...i have to go in this afternoon for methotrexate shot they are treatng it as ectopic

i guess this is the end of my journey for a good few months....
xxxx

 

[sthorp1179]

Oh bollocks hun i am so so sorry

 

[Cornish]

MB sorry for your confusing diagnoses and it ending in a crappy phone call. I hope for a speedy recovery for you and will be thinking of you.

 

[WoodyA]

So sorry MB

 

[sweet angel]

congrats to our 1st 2 babies...mb..sooo sorry about your situation...wishing u all the best...sorry...

 

[ZoMo]

So sorry for your situation Moonbeam, how awful, thoughts are with you.